xxlovelastsforeverxx

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I Hello, my Name's Tara Nicole. I'm 14 years old. I was brought into this world on July 14th and it's been an adventure ever since. I've met people along the way that had stuck by me ever since, those people are my best friends. I moved around a lot, but ended up livining New Jersey each time,
 I HATE when people correct me on like spelling and stuff, like it's a huge pet peeve. Like really? atleast I don't type l!kkkk3333 ttthh!!!!sss<333. So please don'y correct me.

 I hate sluts.XD so off topic but they really jsut bug me. I mean I get they're misunderstood, like they don't get enough attention at home so they get the attention from the guys.

   Love got harder when Sex got easier;

I totally agree with that, but sometimes you have to find that one guy, I know every single girl has said "all guys are the same" . I used to believe that but then I was showed differently.

 " mean, of course I’ve changed, I’m not going to be the same 15 year-old kid that most of them discovered on YouTube, I’ve grown up and my real fans will understand that. But I respect their decision if they go and I love them if they stay with me. If I could, I would hug each one of my beliebers, one by one, the ones who didn’t stay and the ones that are still with me, supporting me. I just want them to know that I love them… I love them so much. And I don’t say this because of publicity, I just feel like I truly love them, like they have become a really important part of my family and I apologize if I have ever hurt them, I’m a person and I make mistakes. Everything I ask for is: the ones that are still with me, stay with me, because if I ever lose them, I’m going to lose everything. I don’t care about the fame, what I care about is if I lose my real beliebers, I’m not going to be able to have them back by my side. I promised them something and they know about it. Everything I have achieved is just because of them, because of their unconditional support, they are the ones who made me into the person that I am today and you can’t even imagine how thankful to them I’m for that. Please, don’t take my Beliebers away from me, that’s everything I’m asking for. Please, stay with me."


I'm a Belieber and I always will be. No matter the rumors, no matter the haters I'll always love him. I am completely jealous of Selena Gomez, she has the best guy I swear. I hope that he stops getting so much hate and people will finally believe that he's not only a hotty with a body but a boy just living his dream.<33


I wrote this long thing for probably no reason since no one probably took the time out to read it. but this is my about me so i'm going to write a lot.

I've been through so much, just like every normal teenage girl. I grew up with a family of 1 sister and 3 brothers. I had two more younger brothers but they died (r.i.p tyler and taylor.) My older brother is a drug addict and he's been in and out of my life. My older sister lives over 3 hours away and is bipolar so we don't see her as much as I'd like to. My brother mikey is only 45 minutes away but he;s never really around. and My older brotehr Josh he's 17, he's too wound up in his girlfriend to care about anyone else. My mom, we let's just say it's been over a year since I've hugged my mom. And it's not the fact that she doesn't live with us, she does, I see her every single day. She just...doesn't like me. And my dad. honestly he's the only one in this family who is always there.

I resortt to music to escape from society. I don't fit in but I'm not a complete outcast. I have some 'popular' friends but I don't trust them because I watched each of there stab my their other friends right in the back.

I have 5 nephews and 2 nieces . They keep me going each day.
 Especially my one nephew Blane, he's 6. He was born without an esophagus (part of your throat, basically the main part) so he has to get a new tube everyonce in a while. He's missed so many days of school he has to repeat kindergarden, which causes him to loose all his friends. He's 6 and the doctors already diagnosed him with depression. How much pain do you think he's in?at 6 years old already contemplating suicide? sounds unrealistic? it's completely true. He's my little fighter, love you Blane Michael<3

 

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As people, we must take action against the issue of bullying because of Depression, self harm, and insecurity issues. It's a serious topic that people just let slip from their mind. It's not a joke, it's not even funny at all yet so many treat it as if it is.  It's unbelievable that the amount of damage that bullying causes is still remained unnoticed. You need to notice it, we ALL need to notice it. Most people don't understand that a temporary action could leave a permanent scar.
  “Bullying can be avoided and you’re weak if you let yourself get bullied.”  I have heard so many people say things so similar to this. I understand that everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but I’m sorry, what? You are not weak if you’re bullied.  Bullying is not a “way of life” and it should not be tolerated.  Bullying causes so much and so many kids stay home from school because of it. 20 percent of teens will experience depression before they reach adulthood.  Fifteen out of that twenty percent have depression due to bullying. Words that are said have an ever lasting affect on someone. Depression just doesn't disappear one random day.  A person could seem so happy but they could be going through so much more than anyone could ever imagine. The statistics say it's twenty percent, but that's just reported cases. So many people are keeping it to themselves because they're afraid of what people will think of them.  There's hundreds, maybe even thousands of people in the world who are dealing with depression
Sixty-five percent of the kids who have self harmed have done it because they were bullied. What if you knew you were the reason behind the scars on someone's body?  The saddest part is a good portion of you wouldn't even care. Part of you aren't even listening to this right now, because you just don't care. Let this sink in, 1 in 5 teens have though about suicide, about 1 in 6 had plans for suicide, and more than 1 in twelve had attempted suicide in the last year due to bullying. “I don't think I was ever trying to kill myself but I knew that if I'd ever gone too far...I wouldn't care.” said, Demi Lovato, the teen pop star. The girl who basically has the world handed to her on a golden platter, she self harmed herself. Not only did Demi have cuts on her wrists, but she also attempted to starve herself. Demi came out and told everyone about her bullying story, and how she did these things to herself because of the things publicity, and haters were saying.  Even after people watched her reach out and get help, they still said rude, horrid, and unbelievable things to her. She got help, she's strong, but some people aren't. Not everyone can ask for help. The simple words you say can cause someone to do these things to themselves. Some times you say that you're just "joking". That joke where you called her fat? She starved herself. That joke when you told someone to go kill themselves? To them it wasn't a joke, they actually did what you said.  Now tell me..is your joke still funny?
  I can guarantee you everyone in this room has at least one insecurity. I can guarantee you that at least ninety percent of you have this insecurity because someone pointed it out. Maybe someone's biggest insecurity is bigger than someone else's, but it's still harms the way you see yourself.  After someone points one thing out, you look in the mirror you see nothing but every single one of your flaws.  Right now, I'm scared to death to do this essay because I know you guys could be paying attention to any of my biggest flaws. Half of you are probably thanking God that you don't have a lisp, or screwed up teeth. Those are my biggest insecurities. Want to know why? Because through out the time period that I've had my speech impediment and my chipped tooth, I've had handfuls of insults thrown at me. One after another, people just seem to attack me for it. It's gotten to the point where I and so many others can say,"It's fine, I'm used to it." Isn't it sad, admitting that? You're used to being hurt, made fun of, and having to worry about someone saying something. No one should EVER be used to it. I nor anyone should be "used" to your constant words and looks of disapproval.
      We're constantly avoiding the topics that make people have secrets. We don't do anything until something dramatic happens. One day someone could be pushed to their edge, just by a few simple words. The reason could possibly be someone in this room, or down the hall, or the victim could be any one of us. People are constantly saying,"If we would've known, we would've done something." You can't, though. It's too late to fix it.  You would've seen it if you just tried. Constantly fighting a battle that you don't even deserve to be in will eventually tire you. I just want you to open your eyes and see the effect you have. See how damaging your words can be. If you don’t understand what it’s like to be bullied, Congratulations. But for the rest, i’m sorry.
 
   As people, we must take action against the issue of bullying because of Depression, self harm, and insecurity issues. It's a serious topic that people just let slip from their mind. It's not a joke, it's not even funny at all yet so many treat it as if it is.  It's unbelievable that the amount of damage that bullying causes remains unnoticed. You need to notice it, we ALL need to notice it. Most people don't understand that a temporary action could leave a permanent scar.
 
  20 percent of teens will experience depression before they reach adulthood.  Fifteen out of that twenty percent have depression due to bullying. Words that are said have an ever lasting affect on someone. Depression just doesn't disappear one random day.  A person could seem so happy but they could be going through so much more than anyone could ever imagine. The statistics say it's twenty percent, but that's just reported cases. So many people are keeping it to themselves because they're afraid of what people will think of them.  There's hundreds, maybe even thousands of people in the world who are dealing with depression
 
  Sixty-five percent of the kids who have self harmed have done it because they were bullied. What if you knew you were the reason behind the scars on someone's body?  The saddest part is a good portion of you wouldn't even care. Part of you aren't even listening to this right now, because you just don't care. Let this sink in, 1 in 5 teens have though about suicide, about 1 in 6 had plans for suicide, and more in twelve had attempted suicide in the last year due to bullying. “I don't think I was ever trying to kill myself but I knew that if I'd ever gone too far...I wouldn't care.” said, Demi Lovato, the teen pop star. The girl who basically has the world handed to her on a golden platter, she self harmed herself. Not only did Demi have cuts on her wrists, but she also attempted to starve herself. Demi came out and told everyone about her bullying story, and how she did these things to herself because of the things publicity, and haters were saying.  Even after people watched her reach out and get help, they still said rude, horrid, and unbelievable things to her. She got help, she's strong, but some people aren't. Not everyone can ask for help. The simple words you say can cause someone to do these things to themselves. Some times you say that you're just "joking". That joke where you called her fat? She starved herself. That joke when you told someone to go kill themselves? To them it wasn't a joke, they actually did what you said.  Now tell me..is your joke still funny?
 
           I can guarantee you everyone in this room has at least one insecurity. I can guarantee you that at least ninety percent of you have this insecurity because someone pointed it out. Maybe someone's biggest insecurity is bigger than someone else's, but it's still harms the way you see yourself.  After someone points one thing out, you look in the mirror you see nothing but every single one of your flaws.  Right now, I'm scared to death to do this essay because I know you guys could be paying attention to any of my biggest flaws. Half of you are probably thanking God that you don't have a lisp, or screwed up teeth. Those are my biggest insecurities. Want to know why? Because through out the time period that I've had my speech impediment and my chipped tooth, I've had handfuls of insults thrown at me. One after another, people just seem to attack me for it. It's gotten to the point where I and so many others can say,"It's fine, I'm used to it." Isn't it sad, admitting that? You're used to being hurt, made fun of, and having to worry about someone saying something. No one should EVER be used to it. I nor anyone should be "used" to your constant words and looks of disapproval.
 

Hey guys, I know I haven't been on here in a while but I really need this done quick!
Can you please favorite this if you have depression due to bullying.

I'm writing a persuasive essay, instead of getting the statistics off of some page, I want real honest teenage opinions.

there's no light,
left to shine,
there's no wrong, there's no right 

So enough, I'm giving you up.

 

 


 

               what could you, could you achieve when I'm cryin'..

                  and you know why?

how do you find your reasons in my deepest darkest night?
 

        I keep givng you up..
 






E O N E
Talk to me, someone around 14 t o15 years old? i need to vent to someone.
                         
Him: Heyy
Me: hey wait no maybe i should do two y's...no that sounds  needy. Hey(: no i sound clingy, Hello..no i sound like a goody goody, hey(;...no I sound like I'm trying to seduce him. Hi, NO, I SOUND BORING. WAH. should i add an exclamation point? nah. 
Hey
WHAT EVERY KISS MEANS
 
 
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I like you.

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What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.


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Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


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Requirements;
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


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If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are
missing will surprise you

 
♥ Perfect Boyfriend
• give her your hoodie even if you go to different schools
• give her a big t-shirt of yours to sleep in
• leave her cute messages
• kiss her in front of your friends
• tell her she looks beautiful
• look into her eyes when you talk to her
• let her mess with your hair
• just walk around with her
• forgive her for her mistakes
• hold her hand when you're around your friends AND in private.
• let her 
fall asleep
 in your arms.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick
• watch her favorite movie with her
• come up and grab her by the waist


Remember This:
• don't talk about other girls around her.
• if u love her others shouldnt matter
• when she's sad, hang out with her
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone else before
• answer her phone calls no matter what


:;Guys repost as: I'd do this for her.
Girls repost as: Perfect boyfriend.

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-if you don't repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love.


:)If you do repost this in four minutes the one you like/love will:
-call you
-kiss you
-message you
 

STOP KONY
http://youtu.be/Y4MnpzG5Sqc

PLEASE WATCH.
2012 will be the year we will stop him.<3