lockitinyourpocket__x
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ohaiiii. this is my Witty obviously and this is the space where I'm supposed to write useless shit about myself and expect people to actually read it. What is the point in writing in this tiny little box anyways? The font is too tiny to even read and it's not like it's pretty. Pretty fonts are laaaaaaaame when it comes to writing about yourself in little mini boxes. hmm, what to write ... what to write ... I can't think. I'm having a brain overload. lamesauce. hahahaha, lamesauce. that's a funny word ... lamesauce. it reminds me of roflcopter. who actually says that though? ROFLCOPTER! BAHAHAHHA OHHH ROFLCOPTER! you sound like a dumbass. OHMANN, THAT TWAS SEWWWW FUNNY MANNN, LIKE, SIRIUSLY. ROFLCOPTER. no. stfu. gtfo. anywhoo, back to boxes. I like boxes, they're so ... boxy and shit. roflcopter. is that how you spell it? boxy? or is it boxey ... y'know what? on second thought. I really don't give a rat's ass. lol ew. rat's ass. rat's are gross. I like turtles. turtles are cool. so are giraffes. um. yeah. I can't think of what else to say. roflcopter. kbai. :3
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you're beautiful and don't let anyone tell you otherwise or I'll hit them in the face with a shovel.
OKAY. CONTINUE.
I changed my tumblr URL and was just letting you know. it's now:
suchsweettsorrow.tumblr.com
but if you want to keep up with what's going on with me you can follow me on my tumblr:
spiralingoutofcontrollll.tumblr.com
I honestly have no idea how I'm still alive, but I am.
yes, I did attempt suicide yesterday. but I failed yet again. I haven't actually been on Witty in forever, but I figured writing my suicide note here would have been the best place because no one honestly knows me or cares about me. I actually forgot that I had written a suicide note here until I typed in "w" and Witty's website address was in my URL thing. anyway, I overdosed on Lortab, sleeping pills, allergy medication, Flexeril and Nyquil and decided to take them without alcohol, I ended up collapsing on my living room floor after my Mom was asking me where her pills had gone. she stuck her fingers down my throat and I threw up everything. then she took me to the hospital and I had everything else pumped out of me. when the doctors asked what had happened I lied, obviously, because I didn't want to be taken to a psych ward, but because I'm underage or something and they couldn't admit me without my mother's permission so I didn't end up getting admitted to the mental ward. I think. I don't know. I didn't pay much attention. plus, we couldn't afford that.
but my Mom's taking me to therapy and I'm most likely going to get put on anti-depressants and a bunch of other medication.
so. here goes recovery. yay...
oh, and thank you for all of the lovely messages you guys left me. and please don't think that I made that post just for attention, I seriously tried to kill myself yesterday.
sincerely,
lockitinyourpocket__x
you don't know me at all so you won't care about anything that I say. which is why I chose here to write this. I'm suicidal. and today is most likely going to be my last day on this Earth. I have a 4 bottles of pills sitting next to me along with alcohol. I'm going to be taking all of it at once so I can kill myself. tomorrow is National Self-Injury Awareness Day. and I hope all of you remember this post (if you read it) the next time a friend of yours or someone you know says that they're depressed. I have been depressed since I was 8 years old (I'm 16 almost 17 now) and over the years I have developed Bipolar Disorder, anxiety and self-esteem issues, and anorexia nervosa. I have been self-harming for 3 years. I have attempted suicide 7 times. today will be my 8th and final attempt at suicide because this time, I will succeed. I don't belong here on Earth and I never have. and for those of you who are depressed or have other mental/emotional problems. get help. and get help now so that you don't end up like me.
you're all beautiful and I wish you all the best of luck in the future.
sincerely,
lockitinyourpocket__x
so, I got my wisdom
teeth taken out yesterday.
while I was still on anesthesia I couldn't stop playing with
my lip because it was numb.
my Mom said to me "Michala, get off your
lip."
I told her to get off my balls.
LOL.
I don't remember ever saying that. xD
you all need a wake-up call or something. I just saw a quote on here that said "I heard you got a new girlfriend; I hope you get her pregnant and she dies." SERIOUSLY? are you kidding me? that's a little harsh.
just because a guy chose some other girl over you, doesn't mean you need to be that extreme. think about it. you've probably done the same exact thing to another guy without even realizing it.
maybe you had a guy friend who was crazy about you, but you were unaware, and you chose a different over him.
quit being selfish.
y'know what? the guy I like chose a different girl over me. and she's one of my best friends.
but you don't see me saying stuff like that about her. I'm happy for him. if she makes him happy, then good for him.
you're all between the ages of .. what .. 13 - 17 maybe?
slow down.
you don't need to be looking for "love" at that age. if you've already found it, awesome. good for you. :)
but seriously. take a chill pill.
enjoy other things in life.
these are supposed to be the best years of your life.
don't spend them getting your "heart broken" by a hormonal teenage boy.
ridiculous.
if you're going to leave
don't
even
bother
coming back.
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