mariah_love1369
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Joined: February 2, 2011
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Birthday: November 13
user id: 150777
Location: MA
Gender: F
Joined: February 2, 2011
Last Seen: 3 weeks
Birthday: November 13
user id: 150777
Location: MA
Gender: F
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My Name is
Mariah
A woman taken by the wind
Mariah
A woman taken by the wind
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Take my hand and together we'll find
wonderland
Take my hand and together we'll find
wonderland
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My life is perfect
when I'm with you
,,
I will always be myself,
I refuse to let anyone bully me into thinking the choices i'm making are wrong.
I am different, I am weird, I am me
♦Don't let someone else determine your happiness♦
I don't want to speak for my mouth is a gun my words; a bullet.
Simple words confromed by letters hold so much power and meaning behind thet
that it's easy to forget what i say has the ability to hit someone in the heart and cause them pain,
so unbearable they don't want to live anymore. My words can save a life or take one.
So I will keep my mouth shut in fear of killing everyone around me.
At the
begining of the week i started getting a sore throat and stuffy
nose. The whole week has been stressful, so today i was
excited it was friday. But also dreading the long day of school i
had ahead of me. I usually get to school a half an hour
before they open the doors to the school because my stepdad gives
me a ride on his way to work. When i arrive at school i usually
call my boyfriend. he works from 10 pm-6am, so i always talk to
him before he goes to sleep. Today though was different.
Along with calling me, he surprises me by showing up to my school at 6:30 knowing i've been having a crappy week.With my favorite iced coffee in hand and some cough drops for my sore throat, in hopes it would make my day better<3
it did.
Along with calling me, he surprises me by showing up to my school at 6:30 knowing i've been having a crappy week.With my favorite iced coffee in hand and some cough drops for my sore throat, in hopes it would make my day better<3
it did.
My
Life Is Like A Merry Go-Round
First my mind takes me to the darkest
place i've ever encountered. It shuts the door and locks it
with a dead bolt and no matter how loud i scream no one
ever hears me or the desperasion in my voice. No matter how hard
i bang my fists no one comes to rescue me and the door
doesn't budge.Then the voices begin to whisper in my ear so
soft at first, like a melody but gradually getting loudler and
louder until they're shouting into my ear and their voices
bounce inside my head. They tell me how worthlhess i am. How i
will amount to nothing. How no one really loves me and it's
all a lie. How i should just end my life now because no one would
even noitce my rotting corpse. They tell me the same things over
and over again until i'm about to cave into their sick
request. But then the door is swung open and i'm yanked out
into the light that almsot blinds me and everything is quiet. The
voices are gone, the thoughts are gone, the need to be dead
disapears. i start to get better as i finally realize everything
will be okay and how strong i really am. Happiness is on the tip
of my tounge waiting to give the rest of me the joyful feeling.
But hapiness never gets that far because my mind takes me and
throws me back into the darkness,Everything starting all over
again.
If you tell me
One Direction, The Wanted or Justin Bieber "saved your
life" i will laugh in your face and loose all respect for
you. Sorry not sorry, they don't make any inspirational music
that can help you get through any sort of serious problems in
which to save your life.
She
feels the tears begging to spill out of the corner of her
eyes, but nothing happens.
She's empty inside with
not enough emotion to muster up the tears needed to
fall.
Instead she smiles because that's all she knows is to disquise how she feels,with straight
Instead she smiles because that's all she knows is to disquise how she feels,with straight
white teeth. No one gets
passed her facade of perfectness, but as soon as someone
get's doubtfull she speaks the two
words
"I'm Fine"
That put their minds at ease,
but if only they knew..
It amazes me how everyone on here is there for people who cut but
won't give the time of day to someone who smokes we/ed. Not
every one smokes just for fun,some people do it for the reason
others cut because; it makes them feel ok. Trust me I've had a
problem with both.
Don't judge
Don't judge
I'm holding onto my sanity with a small
rope and sweaty palms.
Everyday i start to slip and my overwelming emotions take over me,
one,by one.
My mind is scrambled with thoughts that never leave my head, causing me to loose control. I loose my grip and watch my sanity slide out of my hands..
Everyday i start to slip and my overwelming emotions take over me,
one,by one.
My mind is scrambled with thoughts that never leave my head, causing me to loose control. I loose my grip and watch my sanity slide out of my hands..