A lot of people like to
trash teenage girls because of
our "insane" crushes on band members. And
it really
bugs me because those insane crushes have helped
me,and a lot of girls, get through hard times.
Sometimes,
it's nice to listen to One Direction, and be able to hear
songs about how great I am without them expecting
anything in return. I can listen and hear how much
these cute, nonthreatening boys want to make me feel
special. No one is pushing me. There's no one shoving
their hands down my shirt without my consent. These
band members aren't pressuring me to send them
pictures, probably only to show all their friends and
call me a sl/ut later. When teenagers have a
crush on a band member, we have the power. And I
don't know why people judge us for wanting to
escape into that.
I'm someone who's mostly dead inside
but still has a little hope for something extraordinary
which is the worst breed of human
because it means I know everything is bullsh/t
but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be.
Dear diary,
I finally got 12 followers on witty today. I'm trying
really hard not to let the fame get to my head, but it's
difficult. today, some lady at the store asked me if i wanted
paper or plastic and i lost it. Am I too famous for her
questions? I can't believe I haven't been asked to do a
magazine cover yet.. I hate to get my hopes up, but I feel like
it's coming soon.