After a girl gets out of a
toxic
relationship, she's single for a long time. At first,
it's lonely in the
begining, it's hard.
For a little while it even
hurts. But after a certain amount of time, she
embraces being single
and finds it
empowering knowing that
she doesn't
need a man to be
happy. But
once a girl
gets
comfortable with being
single, it's
hard for her to be mentally
attracted to
anyone. Once a girl gets
familiar with
being on her own,
it's hard for her
to be emotionally connected to anyone. Once a girl gets
used to taking care of herself, it's
hard for her to be
dependent on anyone. The reason behind
that is, she's not trying
to go back to that dark
place she was in before,
she's not trying to
waste her time on a
guy who's
gonna turn out to be undeserving,
and she's
not trying to end up
with the
wrong one. She's spent a lot of time detoxifying herself and
finding herself again and the last thing
she needs is for another toxic
guy to come along and
cause her to lose herself
again. So yeah , it may
require extra attention, it may require effort , and
it may require time but
if you somehow manage to get her to not
want to be single anymore,
then you're
gonna get a girl
who's whole
again, who's
secure enough, and who's ready to love and
be loved
again.
It's scary to see how much has changed and also
nothing has changed.
if you told me this year I'd lose my comfort job
if you told me this year I'd lose my best friend
if you told me this year I'd lose myself
I wouldn't believe you.
I don't know where to go from here.
if you told me this year I'd lose my comfort job
if you told me this year I'd lose my best friend
if you told me this year I'd lose myself
I wouldn't believe you.
I don't know where to go from here.
It's at this point that
I'm starting to understand what people mean when they say a
tattoo lasts forever.
When I look at my body and see only what used to be but is no longer there.
When I am constantly reminded of some of my hardest moments.
At the time I thought they would be reminders of what I overcame- but today they feel like reminders of pain.
They feel like I'm telling the world of a moment I feel stuck in, they feel like a scream for help that was ignored. They feel like a part of my life that I can't stop carrying.
I feel trapped by who I was in that moment.
When I look at my body and see only what used to be but is no longer there.
When I am constantly reminded of some of my hardest moments.
At the time I thought they would be reminders of what I overcame- but today they feel like reminders of pain.
They feel like I'm telling the world of a moment I feel stuck in, they feel like a scream for help that was ignored. They feel like a part of my life that I can't stop carrying.
I feel trapped by who I was in that moment.
"Every saint has a past & every sinner has a future"
-Oscar
Wilde
Are you gonna fall?, there is someone suppose to catch you?
or will you catch yourself? ...🖤
Money will not buy happimess for
those who do not know what they want
-Ayn Rand
