ONE DIRECTION
At the sight of it,
that name may make some of you cringe thinking,
"Oh great.
Another quote
about those boys."
And I'm not just
making this because I'm a Directioner, because I think
they're attractive,
or because I'm fangirling. I'm making this quote
because of how much they mean to me. I've honestly
never felt so
close to a band and
been so
attached to one as much as I
am to those 5 boys.
Everytime I'm in a sad or angry mood, I turn blast Up All
Night and I'm smiling and singing along
in minutes. I understand all the inside jokes, like trying to
explain how Harry and Louis are gay
for each other, but they aren't really gay. I admire their
bromance and love each and every one of
them. They make me
smile on a regular basis.
I've met a ton of other people just as crazy about
them as I am and it's nice having someone who understands
it all, to talk to. I've never met any
of the other Directioners, but I feel close to each
and every one of them. You know, I may
never
meet Louis, Harry, Niall, Zayn or Liam, but
they'll never know the impact they've had
on my life. <3
dearhim,
If someone
asked me how I felt about you,I'd probably say "I
don't know,"
because it's the truth ... I
don't. You know when something makes sense
in your head, but when you try to say it out loud, you
can't? There's too
many thoughts jumbled in my brain to say it all. Sometimes, I
feel like I
don't even understand myself ... and as I'm sitting
here writing this to you,
I feel like you don't either, and that hurts me a lot. The
one person who I
want to know inside and out, who I want to fall in love with,
doesn't care
about me as much as he did. I don't dwell on it anymore,
but know you're
still there in the back of my mind and you haven't left. It
doesn't matter how
long I don't think of you. If I think about what happened
between us for even
a second, I get tears in my eyes. It's all so screwed
up.And what's even worse
is that nagging feeling inside of me that just doesn't
fully want to let you go.
It makes me believe you do care about me and make me feel
things I don't
want to anymore. I'm getting so sick of it I've told my
friends about my feelings
the best I can hoping to get advice, but all I get is that I
can't love you because
we didn't have a legit relationship. But does that even
matter? We talked every
day, made each other smile and you were unlike anyone else I
knew. I was childish
back then. I was just another girl in the crowd following
everyone else.Two years
later, I've finally found out who I really am and who I
want to be. I love my life and
myself. The only thing is you've changed too, for the
worse. When we met, you were
so gentle and caring of others. But now that you're older
and have had more girls
see what I seen in you, you've become a different person.
You're pig headed and
cocky. You throw girls away like no ones business and flirt
with everyone. This is going
to sound so corny, but when I see you and our eyes meet I sense
that boy I fell in love
with is still there and he still cares about me, he just
can't show it. Despite how much I
want to resent you and hate you for who you've become, I
can't. I still care and love you
as much as I did the second I met you. That October two years
ago, I fell for you the very
minute I laid eyes on you. And everytime I see you I fall for
you all over, just like that
first time. I love
you.
typical conversation over text between my mom&me
..
Mom:
Did you ask her for his
name?
Me: Ask who? Do you want me to use those
magical mind
powers you neglected to give me?
Mom: When you find the mind powers, then send them
my way, lol. Nevermind, just send the whole mind.
Me: Sorry, no can do. Common sense
is something
our family women all lack.
Mom: Speak for yourself, I just married into the
family.
Me: You made me.
Mom: Dad's genes.
Me: But you also made my sisters and
considering 2 of
them are my half sisters, it has to be your
genes.
Mom: Yeah, yeah.
Me:
Point, me.