CallMeKiana

and this is for everyone who has to watch the person they love, love someone else

Things to do before I leave highschool #1
cover my school bag in jingle bells, walk around & annoy everyone with the jingliing.








 

mother: you dropped your peas on the floor
me: i'll drop you on the floor *sarcasm*
mother: you were dropped on the floor.
me: what .
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mother: what.


true story.

It really does hurt you know
the names, the jokes. I laugh it off like I don't care, but it is killing me inside.








 

I act like I don't care
I act like nothing gets to me
I act like I never get upset
When really I'm crying inside, all I want is someone to figure that out.
I'm not as strong as I act at all.

Every little thing you do
stays on my mind,
& I'm officially missing you.








 

There is always someone better
but you need to let go of the person holding you back to find them,
I did. & I didn't think it was possible, but for the first time in a year
I'm actually happy .








 

I'm officially missing you

I don't want to say I love you
but there are things i love about you.
I love the hugs you guve me, especially from behind
I love the way you surpise me & pull me in by my waist
I love that little smile you give me, everytime we meet eyes
I love the way we sway when you hold me in your arms
I love how you're not scared to show your affection
I love the way you sing, I love your voice in general
I love your cute little laugh & they way you ask me whats wrong
I don't want to say I love you, because I don't want to regret it.








 

I really, really like you
please don't make me regret it...