Quotes added on Sunday, August 12 2018
this is the grand phenomenon
mine.
this is my one
&
only life.
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“ Sometimes
I imagine my own autopsy. Disappointment in myself: right kidney.
Disappointment of others in me: left kidney. Personal failures:
kishkes. When the clocks are turned back and the dark falls
before I’m ready, this, for reasons I can’t explain,
I feel in my wrists. And when I wake up and my fingers are stiff,
almost certainly I was dreaming of my childhood. Yesterday I saw
a man kicking a dog and I felt it behind my eyes. I don’t
know what to call this, a place before tears. The pain of
forgetting: spine. The pain of remembering: spine. All the times
I have suddenly realized that my parents are dead, even now, it
still surprises me, to exist in the world while that which made
me has ceased to exist: my knees. To everything a season, to
every time I’ve woken only to make the mistake of believing
for a moment that someone was sleeping beside me: a hemorrhoid.
Loneliness: there is no organ that can take it
all.
”
All this time I thought the girl
I used to be was dead. But she’s
here, and I can protect her now.
I used to be was dead. But she’s
here, and I can protect her now.
