xxUntoldXXSecretsxx

 When you say "I love you", do you mean it?

I stand and watch from the other room.
Your fists start to fly and I cringe with every one.
It's not me you're hitting, but I feel mommy's pain.
She takes the depression better than you do.
Mommy's the one taking care of me.
All you do is destroy all she works for.
I love you daddy, but you have to go.
Mommy's on the floor now and bleeding real bad.
Your fists are all red and starting to swell.

You never expected me to be that strong, did you daddy?
Now you're the one on the floor, screaming for help.
I smile sadly at you.
If only you had let mommy live.
Now both of us would die.
You beg for forgiveness, and I do too.
What I do next is so dark, and we both go to where we deserve.
All for my mommy.
Don't you see daddy?





When you did this, you caused me to do what I did.
I wish it could have been different.
But you had to hurt mommy.
After we screamed to stop, you still did it.
I wish it would've been different.
Now we both regret our deadly sins.
For we're hanging on our own crosses as we're weighed down by our chains.
I don't balme you daddy, we did this to ourselves.
There's only one thing we can think about.





Mommy's in Heaven, but we'll always be stuck in Hell.
 

 How can you do that! Just walk away from me? You have to come back. You can't just be gone so quick. You can't do this to me! You can't just leave me in the dark with nothing but our lost love. I don't know why you signed up, I don't know why you left me! Once you walked across that threshold I knew you never would again. I never wanted to believe it. But it happened. And now I'm alone... Without you... My lost soldier.

 You never know until you try.
You never know, you may even fly.
 

Red despair,
Faded hope,
Lost love,
Kindled fear.

Pain intense,
Scrambling confusion,
Running fast,
Blinding light.

Screaming torture,
Faithless mind,
Hoping madly,
Ecscaping wildly.

Laughing histerically,
Speeding away,
Safely hiding,
Saying goodbye.

World gone,
Relief amazing,
Hope rebuilding,
Love rekindling.
 

When you smile, it's as bright as the sun!
(Or this quote.)

Sometimes I hug my knee just to feel something solid.

 Little sister: "Can I play with your toys?"

Me: "Sure. Go ahead."

Little sister: *Walks up with a stuffed snake in one hand, and a tiger under her arm and gives me a hug around the neck.* "You're the best."

Me: *Thinks this is weird.*

Little sister: *Bangs her head off mine.*

True story...
 

When an adult says something from an old movie and they're all like, "You know, from blah blah?"
 And you kinda just smile, nod, and walk away.

 Krazy (With a K, yes, you're welcome.)
Ecstatic. (You really are krazy.)
Veracious. (Look it up!)
Igloo. (I dunno. *o*)
Night owl. (Hoot!)