words_of_a_disbeliever

They never would have known.

Chapter six
I had a dream that night.
A weird one, actually. I didn't understand it. It was just me, standing on a mountain with someone I didn't recognize. We were just together, me and this person, just facing the wind, feeling fearless. somehow, It felt like we were tied together in a never- ending bond. Like I needed and wanted this person more than any thing in the entire world.
I just wanted to know who it was. I spoke.
" who are you?"
Their face was blurred.
" You'll know. In time."
" know what?" I said.
" You'll know. In time."
The scene shifted. I was on a flat plain of nothing, just running. Running endlessly. Running in desperation to something I couldn't understand. There was a figure in the distance that I was running to. It was weird though, I felt so happy inside. I was bursting out laughing, despite myself.
Then, Something grabbed me from behind and spun me around. I laughed, even though I did not understand. My laugh seemed distant, echoed. It was the weirdest sensation I've ever had.
Then, I woke up to my phone buzzing. I grabbed it and read my text i got.
' time to get up and go to school!:D'
It was Adam.
I smiled and hauled myself out of bed, and got ready for my first day of my new life.
But I couldn't stop thinking about that dream.
 
 

 

They never would have known.

Chapter five
Me and Adam were so bored beyond belief, about two hours had passed. we were sitting slouched in our chairs, both staring at equally random things.
I was zoned out beyond belief thinking about god knows what when I heard My number called.
" 391!" said the lady sitting there in her chair. I sprang back to reality so fast, and so did Adam. We exchanged looks and he smiled at me.
" good luck!"
I smiled. " thanks!"
And with that, i got up and walked down the aisle, and in front of the judge table. I handed them the paper I had filled out.
" what are you auditioning for?" the man to the left said.
" art," i said.
" do you have your example of your work?" said the other man.
" yes," i said. I handed them my painting. They examined it, and spoke in low voices. the women then smiled, and handed me a paper. " congradulations, we have accepted you into this school. The term starts next week."
I grinned. " thank you." I walked back to my seat. Adam was staring at me.
"so did you get in?"
I smiled. " yes!"
He grinned. " I knew you would."
I smiled. " thanks Adam."
he took a deep breathe. " I hope I do too."
I punched his shoulder. " of course you will you silly boy."
He smiled." thanks."
After about ten minutes, Adam got called.
I grinned at him. " good luck!"
He smiled. " thanks!"
He walked over to the table. I saw him exchange a few words with the judges, then he walked over to the stage, and walked behind it. Suddenly. A huge array of lights spread across the room. A thousand different colors flashed around the room, and music started blaring. Different shapes made of light flashed across the room. there was music notes, people, and loads more, everyone in the room was amazed. then suddenly, it stopped.
Adam walked out from behind the stage and to the judges table. at once, they handed him a paper. He smiled and dashed back up to me and sat down.
" I got in!" he said.
I grinned. " good job!"
He smiled. " thanks! was it good? the light show?"
I smiled. " it was fantastic! you should have seen the judges' faces!"
He grinned. " thats awesome. holy crap, this is amazing!"
I smiled. " i know!" He smiled. " well hopefully I'll have you to help me get around the school and stuff!" i laughed.
" of course."
 
 

 

They never would have known.

Chapter four
 "So, what are you auditioning for?"
I was still talking to that guy who had sat next to me named Adam.
" electrician. you know, someone to work the lighting and stuff for the plays they have here. You audition by showing them something you can do with electricity." He smiled. " I'm doing a light show."
I grinned. " thats so cool!"
He smiled. " I just hope I get in! what are you auditioning for?"
" To be an artist here," i said. " to make the sets and stuff. heres the painting I'm going to show them." I held up my painting. Adam's eyes got wide.
" thats good!" he exclaimed.
I smiled. " thanks, I hope the judges think that!"
He smiled. " of course they will."
After about an hour, Adam fell asleep on me. It kind of made me laugh, I barely even knew him, yet he already was falling asleep on me. It seemed like we were going to be good freinds. I hoped so, I thought he was really nice. When another half an hour had passed, I fell asleep too. I was shaken awake by Victoria.
"Hey Abby, the judges are here!"
I jerked awake and woke up Adam. " hey Adam, the judges are here!"
"wha- oh! they are!"
we watched as three people, two men and a woman all dressed very profesionally walked in the room and sat down in the three chairs at the front of the room. The lady then spoke in a high- pitched voice.
" auditions start now. wait for your number to be called. you have five minutes to audition. the first number is number 261."
I was number 394. I groaned. that meant I would be here for awhile. But Adam was 400, so It could be worse.
" this Is going to take forever," he said.
" i know, I said. what are we going to do?"
He smiled. " thumb war?"
I laughed.
" you're on."
 
 

 

They never would have known.

Chapter three
 I woke up early the next morning. I didn't really want to get up, but I promised Ms. Sue. So I got up, put on a pair of skinny jeans and a red and dark blue flannel shirt, and some grey old toms. I brushed my blonde hair into its usual pin straight state.
I got into my car and drove away from the small town in Italy In which I lived. I checked my iphone to see where I was, and I kept driving until I saw the school. It was pretty huge, and I started to get a little nervous.
I went to the front office to ask about auditions, and they told me that they were having auditions today. They gave me a paper I had to fill out and a number and I sat down In the auditorium, to wait for the judges. There was about two hundred other people sitting down in there too, all with numbers. I sat down in the top row next to a girl with brown- wavy hair.
I smiled at her. " Cool if I sit here?"
She smiled. " of course." She eyed my painting I had in my hand. " Good painting. You're sure to get in."
I smiled brightly. " Thanks! What's your name?"
"Victoria."
I smiled. " I'm Abby."
She shook my hand. " Nice to meet you Abby."

After about an hour, nobody had come yet to judge us. I had even fallen asleep once.
suddenly, a guy walked up the aisle and sat down right next to me. He had black hair that was insanely curly and thick, and tan skin.
He smiled at me. " There wasn't any seats anywhere else."
I laughed. " I know."
He grinned. " I'm Adam."
I smiled.
" Abby."
I was off to a pretty good start, I had already made two freinds. But oh so little did I know about my future with these two people.
Oh How so little I knew.

 

 

They never would have known.

Chapter two
 it was now springtime. I was putting up a beautiful new flower display in front of the cafe' with Ms. Sue. She had just now finished helping me put up a painting of a fruit bunch I had painted by the bathrooms.
Your'e a fantastic artist you know," said Ms. Sue. I laughed. " Thanks Ms. Sue."
She smiled. " you should go to that school of arts they have a few miled away from here."
there is a really good school of arts and talents not far from here. I've always wanted to go there, but I didn't think i was good enough.
But Ms. Sue kept bugging me about it. She told me she had a really good feeling about me going there. So that day, I made the most important choice of my life. "Alright Ms. Sue. If I go and audition for that school, will you clean out your garage?"
She laughed. " alright, deal."
" alright then," I said. " I'll bring them my hibiscus painting. I'll go tomarrow." She smiled. " Finally."
And we finished putting up the flowers. they looked beautiful.

that night i got my painting together, and
wondered what the future would bring.


 

They never would have known.

Chapter one

 So let me tell you my story from the beginning. When I graduated highschool, My freind and I created a little cafe' together. we called it Izzie's cafe', after our moms. Just out of coincidence, they had the same name. We hired an older lady named Ms. Sue who was really looking for work, and now she is one of my best freinds. I consider her a co-owner now.
 but about six months after we opened the cafe', my dear freind died in a car crash.
It took me awhile to get over it. She had been my best freind scince 9th grade. It was tough running the cafe' by myself, but Ms. Sue was always there. She worked long and hard and I'm grateful for that.
Now, our little cafe' has flourished beyond belief. 
We grow flowers and put them everywhere inside the cafe', and the outside of the cafe' is completely covered in every different kind of flower you could imagine. 
I finally came up with the money to fully- purchase the cafe' from the bank, and Ms. Sue and I were overjoyed. I moved into the flat above the cafe', so I could work and be home at the same time. 
By this time, I was only seventeen years old.
Yea, I was put into school a year early.
Thinking back on that time now, Im starting to realize
how much has changed.

 

They never would have known.

prologue

hi guys.my name is Abigail, and I want to tell you my story. It's all about the peope in my life, and what they have done to shape who I am. This story is about love and loss, sadness and envy. My story is about how the past couple of months has changed my life forever. It's about heartbreak and fighting the ones you love and accepting the ones you know you hate.
my story isn't mine after all.
it's his.