lemon*

Status: cheers~
Joined: January 10, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: June 8
user id: 262210
Location: !!!
Gender: F
hi i'm lauren

Quotes by lemon*


 
It's not your fault...
If I were you, I'd hate me too.

 

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You're right, we would "never work out."

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I wish R.I.P meant

"Return If Possible"



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inspirational


I thought you were mine, but not anymore.

 
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breakup


We're really quite nice and friendly,
but everyone has a beastly side to them, don't they?


 
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Wow. After over a year of being inactive from Witty,
There's nothing interesting here anymore...
I can't believe that my home is gone.
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sad


I had a bad day.

 
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away messages
I hate myself. I hate who I am. I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wake up with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to school in a car wreck or have a massive heart attack. Would anyone even care if I were gone? I walk around feeling empty inside and nobody notices. Why can't anyone see how sad I am? Can't anyone see how much pain I'm in? Can't anyone see my struggling to stay alive? I hate myself even more for having these thoughts. How weak is that? Why can't I get over it? I ask myself if this one cruel joke God is playing on me. Is this payback for all the bad that I've done in my life? I feel like the biggest piece of trash this world has to offer. I've been told that my whole life, so what does it matter if I live or die? I feel like I'm a burden to my family. I just want to be free from all this. I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I didn't look in the mirror and feel ashamed of who I am and what I've done. I hate my appearance. The way people look at me and judge me based on what I look like. I hate the feeling that people never notice I'm bleeding inside. I smile even though I want to scream and break down. What's hardest is transformation. Changing. I've tried loving myself, and even changing myself, but neither has worked more than temporarily. I still end up hating myself. I'm worthless. If there is nothing left to stay for, why hang around and suffer?
 
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away messages


    your lips look so lonely...
would they like to meet mine?    

 
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love

Things to do today:

1. Get up
2. Survive
3. Go back to bed
 
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school