I see myself drinking alcohol and smoking in three or four
years.Not addicted,but enjoying it I guess.Currently,I despise
alcohol quite a lot.The taste is disgusting,and I've never
smoked,but the smell is disgusting as well.The reason I see those
two things in my future is because I'm just going to be tired.Tired
to try at school,to get out of bed,to walk,annoyed,thinking too
deeply,bored,irritated,I don't know.My cousin,who is four years
older than me,when she was my age,was extremely intelligent,just
like I am now.But as time passed she started giving up,and went
from an A student to a C student,and she smokes.Not to mention that
her sister who is four years older than her drinks whenever she has
the chance.I don't know if this made any sense,or if you received a
bad impression.In the end,I don't care.