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Maybe someday when you need someone to talk to, we could chat. I promise I'm still good at saying silly things and making people smile.

I had too much ego, I'm sorry. I should have said something and now it's even worse.

I don't miss you much.. Just when it rains, when I think of things that could have been, or when I listen to an old song that we used to listen to.. Idk, people tell you that after some point you outgrow memories, you outgrow the past but for me that hasn't happened yet. I hope it does but till then, I'm stuck with these 2am thoughts.

I suck at them, majorly. I guess I couldn't stop missing you, and when I talked to you I realised you didn't miss me or need me or anything... I didn't want to burden you so I left, simple.

I guess that's only fair... Still hate goodbyes.

You remember our song though, that's really something.. I'm glad. Take care. (:

Why do you want to go through the motions again? Haven't I agonised you enough for a lifetime?

I typed out a long message and realised it doesn't matter what I have to say. I'm proud of who you are, you've grown by leaps and bounds - very impressive. I hope you know that somewhere, someone, wishes nothing but the best for you. Good luck with all your future endeavours, Kiddo. I don't know if you remember this, but it all started with a Lifehouse song, and it'll end with one.. "From Where You Are" - Lifehouse.

Don't know what you're going through Boo, but trust that it will be alright. You're stronger than anyone I have ever known and well... that was when you were a teenage girl...a kid. Now you're all grown up! Ha. Take care and remember to smile. :)

Also, don't think so much (you don't have the brains for it anyway!), love is bullshit - enjoy life while you can.

Thank you so much for the fave! It means a lot to me! :)
Also , I love your comment box.

hey girl! I haven't been on here in forever and I just saw your message. I've been good, busy and getting ready to go to college! You? (: love you!

HAI. < 3

My love life?
it's been up and down, but i'm making the best of it(:

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aw i really dont see how i am, but thank you gorgeoussss♥

Thanks, dear.
I sure hope so too...

It does. But I mean, I think this guy is worth it.
With this year being my senior year, and most of my family living where he does, it'll be worth it.

The thing about missing him, though, is the fact that nothing is going wrong between us. He's amazing and has done absolutely nothing to hurt me. Just the fact that I haven't talked to him recently is what's making me miss him. Like the boyfriend girlfriend kind of miss. Not the after break up miss. Things are harder cuz he lives a few hours away. So...yeah.

Thank you so much for caring, dear. It means more to me than you know.

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ASHELY
OMG
HELLO
ITS SHINEY
AND I'VE COME BACK
BECAUSE I EVER SO LOVE YOU