stay_strong819

Hey! So unless you didnt get my message on twitter I deleted my account. I never went on it and I was tired of getting emials on something I didnt use. So, if you still wanna talk I will try to be on here more often than I already am.. Because i'm never on here.

Omg I didn't see this til now! D: How are you!?

Alright, cool!

Hey! I know it's been a long long time sense we talked. I haven't been on in ages! Even though we haven't talked in a while, I'm still here for you if you ever need someone to talk to.

Hey! Thank you, same goes to you.
If you wanna keep in touch better, I have twitter if you want it?
Gabbyyy1208 (:

Alright, cool!

You stay strong too beautilful!

I've been pretty good. Almost 3 months without cutting. Ever sense I ended things with that guy Kyle that I don't know for sure that I told you about, I feel like I've let myself go. Well I know I haven't. I've been eating us much I gained 3 pounds in about 2 weeks or so. I know not much but its just that mind process. But turns out that Kyle who I thought I loved was more than likely lying to me the entire 5-6 months that we were talking. Or he played me. But that actually helped me get over him. I'm over it now. When I did end things I couldn't get over go until I heard about that from his best friend. To be honest I makes no sense that he would do that. But at the same time it does. I'm done with guys for a while. And I don't know how I fell in love In 5 months when I never let myself fall for someone. But I will not give him a 3rd chance for sure.

Aww thanks doll!

Ahhh, I love your profile picture thingy! You are so gorgeous!!!!

Thanks! So are you!

Aww thanks doll!

Hi, sorry I haven't been on in such a long time! How are you doing?

I'm doing better than I was a couple days ago.
Do you remember how I was telling you about Kyle and some other guys?

You're welcome :D

That seriously made my night. I was just thinking about cutting and my urge came back. But I'm not gonna do it. I love you too <3 sorry. Haven't been talking. I just started getting back on a couple days ago.
How have you been?

I'm trying. Is that you in the profile picture? Because if it is you're gorgous!!!

I guesse I haven't Ben the best either. I just did it a minute ago. What else did you do to self harm?

Yeah. I deffinetly don't get the average amount of calories in that a person is supposed to get. I feel bad when I lose weight but I feel even worse gaining it. We go through some vicious cycle here. And with cutting being a release. I still feel like a need to do it. But I haven't in a while. How have you been with everything?

Yeah I know. Sorry. Haven't replied for a while. My laptop role so I'm kn my iPod. Not the best way to get in witty but it works. I have been pretty good. Almost 4 months without cutting. I want to soooo bad. There isn't a whole week that goes by that I don't think about doing it again. I have been pretty good on the eating. But I'm still losing weight. Just slower. How have you been?

Hey :) so I keep on forgetting to come in here. Kyle told me he loves me. He doesn't say something unless he means it. I actually talk to him too in person on the bus. I felt pretty proud haha. I told him I did love him but not when he told me he loved me. It took a while. I can't openly say to people "I love you." And have there be a real love type of meaning like that. Love is scary t.
How is everything with you?

Um pretty good. I haven't really been online much either. I've been really busy.
How's everything going?

Hey :) we haven't takled in a while.
How have you been?

That's terrible. You never know what the future holds for you... And when you get there it gives you the chance to prove her wrong, show her up. You are not worhtless.

Right. That's not a bad thing. Sorry I haven't replied. I didn't get notified that someone commented on my profile. Thursday we talked in person. Almost half the time we sat there in awkward silence, but we still held a conversaion at one point. I really do like him.
I think it's really sweet that you guys are going out. It's okay if you don't want to tell him about your past, but when you trust him enough i'm sure you will feel good enough to tell him about it.
I told Kyle about my cutting and stuff, but I don't know if he forgot, But either way i'm sure at one point you will feel comfortable enough to tell him.