secretsxx4

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Joined: July 17, 2011
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If I told you my name you'd judge me like all the rest. So heres my story. My dads an alochlic. My mom; I hate her. I was bullied for being "ugly". I've been broken and picked apart by the people I trust and love the most. I always try to be strong for everyone else.. But noone knows how much help I need. So heres where witty comes in. I trust you girls with my life.♥

I'm sure people have it worse than me.. But I just need to express my self. I've never cut. Thought about it.. But I can't even cut my own dinner.;p I've burnt my self a few times.. But its stupid. Nothing helps. I just need to get most of this off my chest.
I'm not the same girl I was a year ago.

Quotes by secretsxx4

My mom hates me.
I know she wouldn't even care if I was too drop dead right now.

 
No matter how loud my cry is;
everyones too busy to listen.

 
Noone understands what it's like to feel wanted; but get nothing in return.
 

I'm scared to be alone;
I never know what I'm going to do.
 

I'm not afraid of my future;
I'm afraid to be alone. 

 
Long but worth reading, I promise.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFgNyey0RzA 

This little girls name is Heather.
And when she was younger she had a tumor in all her large organs. And she was sick for a while, and she went to many different places but no one wanted to help her. Finally she went to this hospital and they did the surgery. Today, Heather is a beautiful 10 year old girl who loves her life, family, and friends. She neer takes her life for granted, because in a matter of second, Heather could have been back in God's pocket.

I just want you all to take a second and realize what a great life you have. And that even though s h i t happens, it only gets better.

If you read this, Iloveyou♥♥♥