sail

Death,
is a constant thing on my mind.

doesn't it kind of scare you? how the people you know now, in a few years with be people you knew.
even people on the internet. maybe one day they'll just stop coming on. or stop breathing.
you'll never now because of the distance. it scares me a lot actually. in 20 years we could all log back on this website and think, 'hey, i remember them.' i wonder where they are in life. and how they are doing.
and it'll make me sad.
or will we even remember these people? will they just be a memory? or will we not even like eachother in a few months?
i might not even meet some of the people i talk to on here. i can't get too attached. because if i never really know you in real life,
it will kill me inside. i don't know if i can keep doing this.
and also, the people in school. the people you walk back everyday in the halls will just be memories one day. and that absolutely terrifies me.
disohajd ugh ok, i'm just thinking too much right now bye