it makes me feel better. i got drunk last night and it felt good, a release. i dont even know whats causing this. im just so sad and in a bad place for no reason. im going to therapy but i cant tell her half of anything because what i do goes past the secrecy rules. thank you, ill talk to you if i ever need to vent. thanks <3
for me, ive stopped enjoying life. i dont even WANT friends. i dont like life, or people, or society, i dont like anything. everything. im in 9th and i just dont want to be here.