mattiluvsjb94

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Straight up, now tell me
do you really wanna love me forever?♥
Heey, I'mm Maatti.Tumblr: excuse-my-chariisma.tumblr.com. Follow me. I'll follow back. T A K E N <3.i've been through a lot butt i've learned thaat it can always be worse and to be thankful for what i have even if it's barely enough to keep me breathing<3 I love my friendss & I lovee myy lifee evenn thoughh it's nott the bestt. I have the best friends in the worldd<3;) I literally die withoutt Leannaa Skehann (woahxx3) and Victoriaa Smithh<3. Music is like the best thing ever. I don't know where I would be withoutt itt. Yeahh, there's a lot of people that hate me, but there's a hell of a lot more that lovee mee<3 payy no attentionn to whatt peoplee sayy, youu’re beautiful<3 Wannaa talk? Hmuu sometime. iloveeyouu. Favee//Commentt//Follow
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i really really really love him.

Quotes by mattiluvsjb94

Go to sleep, close your eyes,
& dream of broken butterflies,
that tore their wings against a thorn,
you know the pain that they've endured.
Silver metal shine so bright,
scarlet blood that feels so right.
Dream of that blood dripping down,
& wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight's shining off your tears,
as you bleed out all of your worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry,
whisper the cutter's lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead,
you don't have a pulse, & your pillow is red.
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed,
sleep tight with a knife 'cause that's all you need.
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred,
you didn't know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain you hid so well,
& down you go baby, straight back to hell.
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When you lose someone it stays with you,

always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt.

♥


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She was like the moon,

part of her was always hidden away.♥


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The best thing about a picture
is that it never changes,
even when the people in it do.
♥

 

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"When I was a little girl,
I used to read fairytales. In fairytales you meet prince charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairytales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. then you grow up and you realize prince charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy's not always wearing a black cape, and he's not easy to spot, he's really funny, he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair."
-Taylor Swift
♥

 

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&& the days feel like years
when I'm alone.
♥

 

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Missing you isn't the problem.
it's wondering if you'll ever come back  
that's killing me.
♥

 

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you know nothing hurts like losing
when you know it's really gone,
except for the pain of chosing
to hold too long.


 

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You can't lose what you never had,
you can't keep what's not yours,
& you can't hold on to something
that doesn't want to stay.
♥



 
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&& I honestly

 miss the old witty. I miss it being a place to vent, a place to feel accepted, and a place that kept me going all these years. it's not the old witty anymore. its different. it's all about "one direction" and "that awkward moment." it's just sad to see what witty's turned into.
 

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