theres some thing about saying goodbye
that is hurting
me more then i ever thought i could hurt. its not just saying
goodbye to him...
its saying goodbye to everything about to him.
its putting the picture of us away, its taking off his swet
shirt, its putting the gifts he gave down.
its forgetting him picking you up in the middle of the hallway.
its about seeing him hug other girls. its about him not holding
your hand any more. its about not being able to go into that one
room in your house where you hung out. its about not getting his
texts saying "heyy babbbyyy<3333!" its about him not
drinking your juice any more during lunch. its about never
feeling his lips against yours again. its about knowing he doesnt
like you any more. no matter what any one tells me i cant get
over us. i cant i wont.
im so heartbroken i dont think ill be able to ever love anyone
again. at least not like i loved him<3 nine months and he
thought it was all a mistake. everything we did together. i sit
here bawling my eye sout as i type this. cause i know hes
gone</3
my heart has never been in this much pain
not matter what
i do, or i talk to my hurt just hurts more and more
how could one day he go from being in love with me to the next
day telling me
he doesnt even like</3 how he could date me for nine months
and just then
just let everything go? how could he leave me here none stop
crying for days on end
i cant take the fact its over. i cant take it. my heart burns.
when i see him i break
down how can out love just be gone? why did it have to end?
why cant we fix it? how come i let you have a second chance but
you wont
let me? nothings gana be okay</3
nothing.