IT'SUNBELIEVABLE.
Just thinking back on everything we've been
through
in the past2
years, I can't even believe it. You
were my
best friend ever. You made melaughso hard I would cry,
and you never, ever failed to make my day. I looked
forward
to seeing your faceevery single timeI stepped into that school.
It'sjust sadthat this all has gone totally
downhill. Every time I walk
into homeroom, I can't even look at you without feeling
totally awkward...
and it sucks. Itreally, really sucks. I guess all I can say from
this experience
I had with you as soon as you walked into my life isthank you. Thank you so
much for showing me the time of my life. I know that things
have gone totally
wrong, but I would doanythingto just be friends
with you again. You're still my
best friend deep in my heart, and I hope you know how much
you mean to me.
Thank you so much, andI love youmore than the
world.
Boy, I just want you to know... that
even though you don't like me and probably never will, I'll
always like you. There will always be a little spot in my heart
reserved for you. And, I hope you realize that no
matter what, you've made a difference in my life, and I
love you for that. You changed myself and my life a LOT. You
made my first year of middle school so much better for me; it
was probably the best year of my life. It kills to know that we
were inseparable last year and now we hardly speak. When I
pass you in the halls and look you in the
eyes, I wonder if you see the hurt inside them and
flasback on everything that we've been through. But, I
hope you realize that whenever you feel down or alone and you
have no one to turn to, or if anyone is just ignoring you and
leaving you out, I'll always be right here. Although you'd
probably never come to me to tell me about your problems, I'd
still be a comforting friend and I'd listen to every single
word you said. I'm probably the only girl who has ever had a
crush on you, but I like that. It makes it seem like
you're mine, and only mine. You know, our friendship
was greater than anyone else's. I feel as though nobody
else could understand you like I did - not even one of
your "best friends." Nobody could ever feel the same
way as I feel for you. Nobody could ever understand how
hilarious you truly are, or how sweet and totally smart and
thoughtful you are deep inside. I love the way you opened
up to me, and we could talk for hours about anything and
everything. You knew how to make me laugh so hard at
my worst points in life. All of this shows that you don't
need to be a "ladies man" or the "hottest guy
around" to have somebody actually love you at such a
young, immature age. I just really want you to know
that I'll never, ever forget you and our cherishable times
we've had together. Boy, you mean a whole lot to me. You're my
first ever love. I just want to let you know that I'll always
love you - forever. Thank you for all the time you used to
spend with me. Those little moments we used to have may not
mean anything at all to you anymore, but they mean the world to
me. You're the only boy I've ever cried over both
ways - from laughing so hard and becoming a
heartbroken mess. But on this note, I leave with a
broken heart and a cracked smile... I flashback on our past and
tears are slowly running down my face. I really miss you,
best friend... and I love you. ♥
when
you
love
someone,
and
they
b r e
a k
y o u
r h e
a r t
don't
give
up on
love
- have
faith,
restart.
just
hold
on,
(hold
on)...
hold
on,
(hold
on). ♥
i
don't know what hurts worse,
baby...
seein' you with her
or
bein' alone... on my own. i know
she doesn't love you,
baby. not like i do... oh,
what's the point?
you're not listening
anyway. </3
do you ever just lay in bed at night, andwish
that he
waslyingrightnext to
you? and
that he had his arms wrapped around
you, like
he wasneverplanning
on
letting
go?
i know i do. ♥