forgottenkidxxx
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Days without cutting: 0 Days without purging: 7
Joined: December 23, 2010
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: December 8
user id: 141599
Gender: F
Joined: December 23, 2010
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: December 8
user id: 141599
Gender: F
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This is Me(:
Hiiya there! :D Im Laura,but call me Red. Im from upstate New York.I live in New Jersey now. I listen to all types of music.From Miley Cyrus,to Slipknot. Im 17 years old. Im a sophomore in high school. Im bisexual,and proud of it. I have Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder(ADHD)depression,and bipolar type 2. It takes a lot out of me. If you really knew me,you would know that,Im a mess... I live with my dad,sister,and sisters boyfriend. I have 3 older sisters.My mom passed away in front of me at age 13. As of right now,I'm basically just living... I emotionally deal with life on a day to day basis. I never plan anything,Whats the point? I have the best boyfriend ever. His name is Edmund,we started dating on the 27th of March 2012.I have a passion for art. I love to be random. I love dead trees, kind of fall looking trees. I live the way I do,so I can make people happy. But I've been trying not to worry about others so much. Why worry,when all they want is me dead? Im getting a bit tired of typing,so comment me,and get to know me? [:
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this. Just a vent...
I'm losing everything. My so called "friends" I'm suffering. The only reason im still here is because of my boyfriend. That's the only reason. Its like my brain is spinning,and draining the life within me,it hurts so bad. No one has any idea how this feels. I don't want to be strong anymore. It's killing me. Feeling so pathetic,so stupid,so lost... Can't anyone see how much pain im in? I need and want help,why am I not strong enough to get it? I've been avoiding it.. The pain,the thoughts... I can't seem to do anything right. I feel like im dying,or waiting to die. One day,One day soon,it will become to much to handle. I can feel it. I feel so weak for wanting to die... It makes me feel even worse about myself... just why...?
I'm losing everything. My so called "friends" I'm suffering. The only reason im still here is because of my boyfriend. That's the only reason. Its like my brain is spinning,and draining the life within me,it hurts so bad. No one has any idea how this feels. I don't want to be strong anymore. It's killing me. Feeling so pathetic,so stupid,so lost... Can't anyone see how much pain im in? I need and want help,why am I not strong enough to get it? I've been avoiding it.. The pain,the thoughts... I can't seem to do anything right. I feel like im dying,or waiting to die. One day,One day soon,it will become to much to handle. I can feel it. I feel so weak for wanting to die... It makes me feel even worse about myself... just why...?
I can't do this anymore...
No one seems to care about me anymore...
There was once a
girl with porcelain skin,
a flawless color mixed within. Not a scrape or mark, until
the world pushed her in the dark. Now that girl was lost within, the dark became her only friend. As the world moved on around her, the life began
to fade within her.
girl with porcelain skin,
a flawless color mixed within. Not a scrape or mark, until
the world pushed her in the dark. Now that girl was lost within, the dark became her only friend. As the world moved on around her, the life began
to fade within her.
Now on the ledge
she stands, blood covering
her flawless hands. Her skin covered in jagged scars, a reminder she has fallen far. And as she takes her final breath, spreads her wings and takes that step. Reaches out
as if to fly, but falls freely only to die. Once a girl, oh so lovely, they killed her soul and then her body.
Trying to laugh...When im in so much pain
is killing me...
So many cuts in just the matter of minutes...
I'm so messed up...
I need to get some help...
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I don't know if i'm getting better
Or if I'm just getting used to the pain♥
Feeling completely alone...
Guess no one cares anymore..
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It's been 3 months...
since that last cut...
It took 1 second to end all the hard work...
Just one day,of nothing but pain...♥
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Some people
try to understand,
but nobody can know what living like this is like.
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but nobody can know what living like this is like.
❤ - ❤ - ❤
Watch me as I pretend
›› to feel no pain...
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Admit it, if I died you wouldn't actually care.
I would just be another lost cause in the end, a tragedy and nothing more....
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