foreverfakingbeingok

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About Me
 All you need to know about me you can read from my quotes. I'm a professional at fake smiles and saying the ever famous line don't worry I ate at home or don't worry I'm just tired. I hate people who think cutting is for attention, and people who think bullying isn't as bad as another thing. I don't like it when people try to compare bad stuff with bad stuff, and I don't like when people pretend to care about a person. Other than that my witty is always a place you can feel safe in talking about anything you're going through. Please hold on if you're suicidal though. I was once and still have those feelings of "what if i did" so I know what it's like, but please if you feel you've reached the end of your rope try to tie a knot & hang on   
  
                                                                              
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I've Learned the hard way to shut my mouth and smile  

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My Crush:
Say your crush's name 6 times.
Now close your eyes and make a wish about them.
Decide whats more important: love, or 10 million dollars.
Now make another wish about love or the money.
Repost this in 60 seconds with the subject "my crush,"
and you'll get an unexpected talk from your crush! 


Forgotten
Chapter 1

I was so close to the falling off the edge of the rooftop. All I needed to do was jump. It would have been over within five minutes it would've been easy. No one would have care. My name was Elena. My life ended when I was 15. I had jumped off the roof of my fathers garage. I was bullied by my entire school. I was a quiet girl. I never stood up to them or even spoke in any of my classes. I was a smart student, despite my lack of effort in school. I lived in a small town where everybody knew everybody. I'm sure people knew I was suicidal. I had tried multiple times before I succeeded. I was anorexic as well. I went from weighing 153 lbs to weighing 104 lbs. All because I had stopped eating. I became worse when I discovered I could harm myself and finally control the pain. Within a month my body had morphed into a zebra. I had negligent parents who were to absorbed in their own lives to realize mine was falling apart. They probably even wondered why when they found out I died.

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Today in the gym class locker room I was shaking and fighting tears my friend Lexi came up to me and said Are you ok I said I was fine she looked at me hugged me and said No you're not if you were you wouldn't be crying Lexi if you ever see this I love you, thank you for acually caring about me ❤


Have you ever felt traped
Have you ever harmed yourself
Have you ever considered suicide
Have you ever attempted suicide
Have you ever been told you're ugly
Have you ever been told you're not good enough
Have you ever felt alone
Have you ever starved yourself
Have you ever thrown up food
Have you ever been bullied
Have you ever been told to go kill yourself
If any of those or all of those
apply to you I'm here to tell
you, you are beautiful you are
strong you are loved you
you aren't alone 










 

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You want to know what's sad?
I confronted my boyfriend and asked him if it was true that he was cheating on me,

 He said he wasn't I belive him.
I'm dating him againg, but my "friends" said to me why would you belive him
I wish I responded he never has given me a reason not too
But I'm just to meek too





Aparently My amazing Boyfriend

Was cheating on me..... with a girl that has a playboy bunny tatoo. We're 14. I feel like punching a wall
 

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I'm afraid of 10 out of the 72 common fears.

[x] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[] fire
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[x] rats
[] wind
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[] deep water
[] heaven
[] death
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors (including dentists)
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up
[x] creepy noises at night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[x] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets


If you repost this, at the top write," I'm afraid of _ out of the 72 common fears."

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend counseling.
If you get more than 20, your paranoid.
If you get 10-20 your normal.
If you get 10 or less, your fearless.

People who have no fears are liars. 

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Does someone really have to have a seccond name?
You may be prettier on the outside, but your nothing but fugly on the inside if you bully other people. Why is it that when you walk in the mall, there's a girl with a mini-skirt, and she's accepted by everyone. But there's a girl with black on and you shun her? Or the girl in your class who's fat and you make no effort to know her? She could be like you. We are all different! Kids all around the world join gangs but for what? Is it a good reason to take someone elses life, and sometimes even yours? Preps are known to be popular, stuck up, and just plain prepy. But the fact is we are all like that in someone elses eyes. What is the point of the sterotypes? Everyday you make a difference in someone elses life, even as you sleep. Teens are into being jerks and talking about other people, when they have the same problems to. The things that hurt the most is the emotional pain you feel inside. There is no greater pain than emotional pain. Emotional Pain stays with you forever, like broken hearts. We as people HAVE NAMES. Lets use those names, and know other people by theirs. Never let your friends get in the way. Be different, save people from emotional pain. Be the leader not the follower. Why do people say that girls cant play sports. That only guys are supposed to? Thats a big lie. Why is it that we steal? And do criminal acts against each other? We have to stand up for a better tomorow. Suicide has increased, and so have murders. We need to change our own actions first before we can change the world's.
   

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From Youtube Video Superchick-Hero (red pill mix)
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My boyfriend & I  had a beauty

blindness fight

he was trying to tell me I'm beautiful & I was telling him he's blind.
He made me smile for real for about an hour♥


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