exposing_the_truth

You are my antidepressent.

You are what makes me truly happy, not afraid to just be me.

To bad i cant take you daily.

But every second i spend with you, makes up for every minute i'm not. <3

So baby, lets make the most out of it.

Cause YOLO <3

you once were the guy i would text at 3am.
to tell you i wanted to die.
you would always answer back
texting back and forth
until one of us would fall asleep.
it always felt better to know
i had a friend like you.
that was how it was back than.
now youre not the guy i know
you're priorities changed
just cause of one girl.
all i needed, was to know that you're still there.
there to tell me everything will be okay.
... but your priorities change
and all i am now is just another girl.

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Why lead me on when youre just gonna choose a different road?

there never is an easy way to say goodbye.
What I've learned about them is that
it's pointless if you dont have a reason.
I have one for saying goodbye.
I'm really sorry for being a dissapointment,
i never meant to be.
I'm really sorry for being that dead weight
that kid that couldnt meet your expectations.
But you're definition of perfect was never mine.
And im just so done with trying.
Can't you see...
I've given up.
Goodbye Guys.
Thanks for everything.

I dont want to eat
Because I'll just feel fatter.
You calling me just a slab of meat
doesnt really help me mum.
now excuse me while I
go back to my old habbits
and throw up my meal.
Thanks for saying that mum.
Cause all you did was make it
easier to say goodbye.

 

It's kinda funny,
how you "know" more things about me
than I do.

after coming home
you check my wrists.
congratulated me for not cutting.

---------i cut an hour ago mum.
i dont know how you couldnt see them.
maybe you just didnt want to.
little did you know
it was my final call
for help.

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When I hurt you, you found her.
I tried to fix things, I thought we were okay after.
But you had already replaced me with her, like i had done to you.
The only difference is that i tried to fix things because I really missed you.

...I still do.