duckieapg5

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Joined: July 3, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 114691
Location: Gallifrey
Gender: F
 
 hi im allison.
 ive been on witty for awhile. and i've come to realixe that its is my only true excaspe.
 im 16 and depressed. i have my momments of happiness and of sorrow.
 i've cut myself before. i still do, but i still feel like a empyt space and i need something
to show me im still living.
i only have one true friend.
non of my friendships have lasted since 2nd grade. everyone soon will abandon me
i know it.
i love life, but hate life.
i love the outdoors, it feels natural to me. so that make me feel like an elf.
i love to read. Eragon, Twilight, Harry Potter, Beautiful Creaturs, Fallen, Remember Me, Hush Hush, I Am Number Four,Percy Jackson...etc.etc.
reading is also an exscape for me too. it lets me enter a better world then the one i live in, even it has war and death in it, its still better then my life.
i like watching tv/movies
Glee, Supernatural, DOCTOR WHO, Revolution,House, Pretty Little Liars, Harry Potter, Twilght, THOR, Bad Teacher, Forest Gump, In Time, I am Number Four, Percy Jackson
Music expresses who i am/how i feel/what i want
One Direction, Ed Sheeran,Taylor Swift, Bruno Mars, Lady Gaga, Evensence, Lady Antabellum, Glee, Wicked, Justin Beiber, Zac Brown Band, Pink, John Denver, Kenny Chesney, Braid Pasily, Eminme, Katty Perry
i live in Michigan, but Colorado is my true home. i lived there for 2 years and that was the only time i felt at peace with myself. and the day after i graduate High School my family is leaving this shitty state and going to a peaceful Colorado
so chase me when i leave and i will love you, but no one will
love me, hate me, do what you want to me, but i will always be me.


 

well i have no clue what to wright so... hi

 
not my border.
 
 

Quotes by duckieapg5

Why can't you hear me scream?
Why can't you see the pain that you cause me?
Why are you doing this to me?
Why are you killing me?
What did I do to deserve this?
Please stop.
Someone please help me.
There's only one thing on my mind right now.

A cold blade against my skin cutting a little to deep.







 


Is it time?

is it time to give up?
iis it time to just get it over with?
is it time to let it alll go?
is it time to stop?
I think its time.
time for one last breath.
time for one last beat.
time to leave.
time to be at peace.







 

 

December 23, 2010
 
This day to most of you has no meaning,
But to me, it does.
 
This was the day that could have ended it all.
The day I realize what I had truly become,
My own monster.
 
I told myself:
“Not today. Not two days before Christmas.
This can’t be the gift I give to my family.”
 
After that day I kept telling myself:
“One more day, one more day.”
 
This was the first day I ever cut myself.
The first day I let my blood drip down my wrist and not care.
I didn’t care.
 
I still don’t care.
But I’m still here.
That’s the problem.
I’m still alive.
But am I really?
I fell dead inside,
Still.
 
I still let the blood drip down,
But now on my leg.
I’m trying to hide my scars.
 
And still to this day,
I say:
“One more day, one more day.

Is it just me or...
Does anyone else hate the Eragon movie because it is nothing like the book?
I hope it is not just me... I mean come on really?

SPOILER ALERT!


THE UNION WON THE

CIVIL WAR
I'd rather have an enemy who admits they hate me, instead of a friend who secretly put me down.
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