dreamerrxo_101

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hello beautiful;
my name is kenzie. <3
i'm fifteen years old.
i try to enjoy everything that's given to me in life. my friends are the only reason i get through each and every day anymore. my family is not as close as i wish it was, i usually feel like a waste or unwanted in my family. i'm still in love with the one guy who will never care about me again and that has really affected the way i live my life lately, i find myself getting in a lot more trouble and lying my way through things, all because of him. my day consists of constant flashbacks of pretty much everything which i haven't really been able to handle just yet. i love to watch and play pretty much any sport. i believe that everyone is here for a reason and God made us all different to make a point. i hate high school it's filled with drama and nonsense. but all of this i just explained.. none of my friends know it.. i hide everything or at least try and i come off as a bubbly teenager that's fun to be around. so basically i'm just your average crazy teenager who has no clue what her life has in store for her.<3

Buncha nonsense; discribing my life(:

"if you don't go for what you want; you'll never get it. if you don't ask, the answer is always no.
if you don't step forward, your always in the same place." - Crae(:

Jully 25th 2011.
yep, it's officially 9 a.m. in the morning and Kenzie already gets yelled at, wonderful start to the day. well, basically life has sucked this past week. 
nothing seems to ever go right and just a simple sleepover with friends gets to be hard to arrange.
I mean how hard is it for a parent to trust their daughter? honestly. i'm 15 yet you treat me like i'm 2. love it.  




' if theres one thing i learned through all this.. never believe 'i promise...'"
-love you elizabeth.


olivia is so amazing. i love her so much. look her up! theforeverfearless. shes soooo awesome and i think she deserves the world because shes just soo cute. (:


 
 
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Quotes by dreamerrxo_101




You have to be with the wrong ones, 
to notice how perfect the right one is.

 


 and I will facthe world
around me knowing that I'm strong enough to let you go. And i will fall in love again because i can. 
<3


 

 

 




Dear great-grandma,
I haven't seen your shining face in a year now. And it's

deffinatly been one of the toughest years in my life. Every

though, good, bad, and even grateful moment in my life i

look up to you. Not having you you physically by my side

asking for your advice and help is so much more dificult 

though i know you're in a better place now, away from all

the hurt, the stress adn the craziness of life i still worry

about you. just like you always have for me. Every

basketball or softball game i play i know in my heart and

mind you are there watching me play and every single se

cond i step on that court i play for you. Every decision i

have to make i wonder what you would have picked or

what advice you would have told me. I live this day and

everyday for you. i love you and miss you with all of my

heart.



"I look at your smiling face you're so weak, and yet you have such strength, you take a glance around this place you make the best of everything. you give me hope inspite of everything. you show me love even with so much pain so i take this life and live like i was given another try. We laugh, we cry, sometimes were broken and we don't know why and i'm tired and i lose my way you help me find
faith."

R.I.P. Great-Grandma Walbrauck  12/19/10 <3                     format by: h0peful



&* i hope you always find a reason to;
Smile.





remember,
at any given moment,there are a thousand things you can


love.
 

so on fire, and so in love 
got that look in your eyes that i miss so much
 
 baby remind me...





if i could turn back, if i could make it right
i'd do just that, if i could make it right
i'd do it all tonight, hold you in my arms

with you i'd spend my life.

 

God gave me you for the ups and downs,
God gave me you for the days of doubt,
&* for when i think that I've lost my way and
there are no  words here left to say it's true;

God gave me you...

 




I miss..


the whispers of your voice.


the warmth of your touch*
&* all the wonderful times that we shared together--

i am missing you every moment.

  just only if you cared/







I miss him.
nmf.
 
"

i miss you when something really good happens because you're the one i want to share it with,


i miss you when somthing troubles me because
you're the one who understands me so well.


i miss you when i laugh and when i cry
because you're the one who makes the
laughter grow and the tears disappear*





 

i miss you. please come back.