Me: why wont you
bump into me on the street and ask for my number
and take me out for coffee and fall in love with me what am i doing
wrong? Future Him: I can’t bump into you if you
don’t go outside Me: well played
I remember.
You were covered in powdered sugar from the donuts you were
eating
I've always loved watching you smile
Do you remember the mornings when we woke up early to ride bicycles
to on the board walk or the night before my first homecoming when
you taught me how to dance?
Yes I remember. I hope she appreciated all my hard work
I wish I had a different story to tell
I seem I have drifted fairly far away from what you taught me
You were always the (indecipherable)
I'll admit there hasn't been much to smile about since,
since you left
I didn't leave, I fought for five years to stay at your
side
What do you remember about that night?
I remember a family that loved their wife and mother very much.
How can you say that?
We were liars
We clung to those songs like we so desperately wanted to Cling to
you.
Then I don't think you heard the same song I did
You had to know I was lying
You had to know how much I hated myself for smiling like a fool
For spending our last few minutes together deceiving you
Matthew, your smile in the face of your greatest fear was the
greatest gift a mother has ever received from her child
I miss you
I know."
Everyone cares, every eye carelessly tiptoes around you, watching
you,
They'll wear black ties, and as they applaud, i'll count
claps