I thought
you were different. Not the type that would go out and hook up with
my "best friend." You don't know how much that hurt
me. Because of you, I can't even throw a smile on my face.
I'm in the worst mood ever. And the fact that you called ME
beautiful, gorgeous, amazing, perfect, and said that you wanted to
kiss me..kills me. And dear "best friend", I
can't believe I trusted you. 2 DAYS AGO WE MADE UP. 2.DAYS.AGO.
And then you make out with him? KNOWING that I like him, more than
anything in this world. I honestly can't believe you. You make
me sick to my stomach. Absolutely sick. You don't know how hard
I'm trying to stay strong, but the fact that both of you,
pretty much betrayed me..makes me honestly, wanna shoot myself. I
don't understand what I did wrong.. I don't know what I did
to deserve all of this.