anniemf24

Status: what are we?
Joined: January 22, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: July 20
user id: 266611
Location: California
Gender: F

These mistakes you make,
you'll just make them again.
If I get it all down on paper,
It's no longer inside of me,
threatening the life it belongs to.

Hi :)
My name is Annie Marie Rose....and i am 16!
I love writing but I don't post stories on here...for reasons of my own. I am mostly normal in terms of a teenage girl. I am however sick. Very sick at the moment. My body and I get along well at some times and others...well it sucks. I go through low points where I just want to give up and let it over-take me (like recently) and then I'll hit a really high point of health. It's a battle I'll fight all through my life but hey, there's a reason for it somewhere in God's master plan. Yes, I am Catholic...learning more about it every day. I doubt it sometimes but it only brings me closer to Him. ♥
Want to know more? ask! :) .
 
!! ScrollinI'll be okay.  IIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Quotes by anniemf24

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I feel like the only thing I can do right now is sit here and cry.
Me: *sends "brave" text*
Me: Holy crap! holy crap! holy crap! holy crap! What have I done?
Me: I'm so stupid.
Me: *checks phone*
Phone:*no messages*
Me: *throws phone across the room*
Me: *makes quote about sending scary message*
Me: *pauses to check phone*
Me: Oh fudge! He texted back!
Me; *throws phone again*
Me: *continues making quote to avoid opening text*

Me: Hi Mom! How was your day? (:
Mom: Don't use that attitude with me!
GPS: turn left in .5 miles.
Mom: Don't use that attitude with me!
Advertiser on TV: This is a great Product!
Mom: Don't use that attitude with me!
Dog: *looks at her*
Mom: Don't use that attitude with me!
Rock: *sits there*
Mom: Don't use that attitude with me!



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My Status: Do you even care anymore?
Mom: Are you depressed?


Seriously?
Dear _____,
I wish more than anything I could just say this to you...but I can't. I want you to understand something, you are incredibly important to me. I love you. I love every part of you. I love your smile, your eyes, your scars, your sarcasm, your jokes. I love everything about you. I wish you could understand that, but because of your past, i know you can't. You are far more worth it than you believe. I have been up, down, to the side and down to hell and back these past few months for you. I want you. I really do. I wish you could see that I don't want this for me, I want it for you. I want to love you. I want to care for you. I don't care how much time we have. Please, understand just how great my love for you is. I have been trying to tell you indirectly but you haven't caught on....I can't ever seem to find the right words when it comes to you but it's true. I love you.
with the deepest of love,
a girl who wishes to be yours entirely.
Dear Phone,
I wish you wouldn't capitalize the fact that I have no friends.
                                                             Sincerely,
                                                                      not getting any texts
It's okay. You don't have to respond.
Not like we were having an important conversation or anything...
Help.
during the last week of school which ended on June 1st, I started talking to a guy from my school. i was a freshman at the time, he was a junior.we had talked previously during study hall and connected over both being pretty sick but then it got intense. We talked for 2 weeks then he said he couldn't date me because of age and the fact that he was going to college in a year. so i backed off. not even a week later he texted me saying he couldn't stay away. we text every day and he is a great person. i knew he had a rough past just by the look of him so for the first time in my life, i was patient. i figured he'd reveal his past when he was ready. so slowly, he did. he attempted suicide 3 years ago, cuts, and doesn't eat..or so he says. we hung out for the first time last week for my birthday considering we had both been pretty busy up until that point. he always talks about going to get food and eating..and he doesn't cut on his legs or arms or neck nor his stomach. there were no scars. the entire time we were together he was texting another girl. i respect the fact that he has a lot of female friends because pretty much all of my friends are guys...but i didn't like it. then after we hung out, he didn't text me for 2 days..then he did. he says he likes me a lot and stuff but i just don't know what to believe or how to feel. i want to show him that i can love him but i also want to walk away...i am so incredibly torn and i don't know what to do....help? anyone?
if you read, thanks ♥