julia*

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Joined: May 22, 2012
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julia*'s Favorite Quotes

 


you are not filled with stardust
or outerspace
you're filled with blood
and it's spilling out onto
the floor
your insides are spilling out
onto
the floor

your first kiss and the time you
made your mother smile so hard
she cried and your 6th birthday
when you got every present you
wanted is dripping down
your arms and you're coughing 
up and spitting out every 
memory that ever made you
laugh so hard you couldn't
breathe 
and the time you held hands with 
the boy you loved more than anything 
in the world
and its all melting into the tiles in your bathtub

those are not stars rushing out of your
skin
it's you
and everything you are



 



9 1 SmileyFacesAreAmazing SmileyFacesAreAmazing
ithoughtthiswasbeautiful






how can you fall asleep
                   when something's         clearly wrong?                                




 

10 0 MissAnna MissAnna
love

“
Don't you dare, for one minute, believe that my kindness makes me anything but insurmountable. I did not unzip my chest to every kind of hurt, and stagger back, wounded and alive, just to hear you call me weak for trying.
”

16 0 seafoam* seafoam*
advice
If you were to cut me, I would bleed every single one of my dreams, my hopes, and my desires. They will flow across my flesh in tides of red, but if you look closely they are full of so much more. My blood is thrumming with excitement, the possibly of meeting new lands and seeing new people. The oceans will match my heartbeat, and the sun will set as I close my eyes for sleep.
15 0 *nerium* *nerium*
poetry

Note to self: every time you were convinced you couldn’t go on, you did.
                                               (DS)

 


25 0 celestialerror* celestialerror*
inspirational
          I am sorry for filling you with beer and bad thoughts and then asking you why you shook. I am sorry for pinching you, for hitting you, for bruising the thin-skinned parts of you. i am sorry for the names i called you when we were fighting. you are not ugly. you are not useless. you would not be better off gone. i'm sorry for almost throwing you out into the street because my sadness was too much for me. I'm sorry for carving my fingernails into your thigh and then resenting the way people asked, "how'd that happen?" I'm sorry for plucking you and nicking your calves with drugstore razors. i'm sorry i let some people see you in the moonlight. they didn't deserve to know the color of your hips like i do. i'm sorry for leaving you convulsing over a toilet boy over some boy. i'm sorry i did not thank you for simply trying to take me where i wanted to go. i'm sorry i screamed at you to shrink, shrink, shrink when all you could do was grow. i'm sorry that this apology is ten years too late. i'm sorry that it will probably come again i'm sorry that i do not treat anybody else as poorly as i have treated you. i'm sorry that i am constantly learning who to love you, when you have never once doubted how you feel about me. i'm sorry in ways i have not yet learned to communicate.

                    - an apology to my body by lora mathis

16 1 SmileyFacesAreAmazing SmileyFacesAreAmazing
quote









          I DISAPPEAR &
                            you call me selfish. i understand, but i can't help it.

14 0 MissAnna MissAnna
breakup
i missed my 3 year anniversary on this site alskdjslkada gosh darn it i was gonna make a cute cheesy quote and everything 
6 7 SmileyFacesAreAmazing SmileyFacesAreAmazing
wow




take the phone
  calls,  take  this  circus
take  this  drama cause
                  baby, it's just, it's worthless.

 
22 0 MissAnna MissAnna
advice
and I wanna say 
I'm laying on the road 
catching the winters first family of snowflakes in my mouth 
and I know it's december 
and I know I should take my vitamin D  
cause my skin is cold enough to keep the snow alive 
I wanna say I am floating face up on a lake 
staring at the nightsky 
I don't wanna say I'm floating face down, 
but both sides seem just as dark 
and here I am, just driving, just here 
and I don't know if I should
s l o w  d o w n or speed up or take the pills or call my mom 
and I just keep driving 
and I wanna say we are different 
I wanna say this darkness is all mine 
this constant shade, this intimate eclipse 
but I'm not the only one on the highway 
I'm not the only one on the staircase to nowhere 
and I want to say all of this will go away 
I want to say I'll beat this one day 
that I'm bigger then my shadow 
that I will be here in the morning 
but I'm just driving 
I'm warming up 
I can see my breath 
I made it 
here's the proof
1 0 justkiddiing justkiddiing
hieuminhnguyen