I
WANT A BEST FRIEND.
sure, i've got plenty of close
friends and what not, but i want a best friend.
a number one best friend. and i want to be her number
one. i want someone who always makes sure i get invited
when our group of friends goes to the mall or just hangs out. i
want someone who won't talk trash about me
behind my back. someone who loves me the way i am, and
doesn't try to make me change. someone that would
rather hang out with me than anyone else. that is all i want.
a true, and honest best
friend.
it's the little things...
his hugs. his walk. his hand in yours. his laugh. his smile. the
way he says your name. his personality. his looks. his little
hair flippy thing. sitting on his lap. his singing. watching tv
with him. kissing him in the rain. his flawlessness. his flaws.
the scar on his cheek. his ankles. his athletic abilities. his
perfection at everything. how you can hear how he would say the
things he texts you. how he makes fun of you. how he sides with
you even when your wrong. how you hate him in a loving way. how
he's your best friend. being with him constantly. thinking of
him 24/7. having him think of you 24/7. his warmth. his skin. his
love. his eyes. how he doesn't tie his shoes right. how he
acts in front of your parents. when he grabs your hips. when he
tickles you. watching kid shows with him. how his fingers are
always cold. the way he messes up when he's talking to you.
the way he acts around you. the love he gives you. the way he
loves you. and everything else.
...that you'll miss the most
every time i look at you
all of
our painful memories flash back through my mind, i can hear every
hurtful word you
ever
said to me, i can see the pain in my own eyes, and the regret in
yours, i can feel the blood
dripping off my wrist. and it kills me, to have to look at
you so many times every day.
you - mean - the - world - to - me
nothing will ever come
between us. no matter what anybody says or does, you will always
be in my heart. forever and ever... your spot will never be
replaced. you hold the key to my heart and you have since we met.
i will love you forever. and no matter how much we fight, things
will be ok. like i said, i will love you forever.
no - matter - what