Tae14

When I get jealous.
It’s more than just a word.
It’s a whole different kind of feeling.
I get a knot in my stomach.
I can barely even speak because I’m too hurt for words.
I try to find other things to get my mind off of the situation,
but I can’t.
I replay whatever’s making me jealous
over and over in my head.
I doubt everything.
I feel like crying, but I don’t want to cry
over a misunderstanding.
 

 I act like I don't care
Whenever someone says something to me,
I laugh and shrug it off.
They keep saying it and saying it,
soon other people join in.
When you hear something enough times,
you start to believe it.
And that tears you down.
People don’t realize, there’s only so much
I’m able to handle..
 

i miss you so much;
You were my bestfriend
even though it was a while ago.
my memories of us
will never
end. ♥
 

you can always tell how
      much you love someone by how much they can hurt you.