ScarlettBonJovi

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i  am Illona and i am only six teen
 
 I am living in South Africa and I do love it here, I do. The crime just gets to me. But the weather is nice, as well as people, boys and The Big Five. I live with my mum, dad, little brother, and my 2 pets and my little orange teddy bear. I am a Christian and, you know, I love it. Contrary to what people believe, it really isn't that limited. Ask me about it. I am in the tenth grade in high school.

I am sorta in love with Shane. I'm not really sure about love, in love or even like at the moment. So many things happened these past 2-3 years in high school. I lost a best friend, had way too many fights, trusted very few people, and got hurt by those I did. It's been tough. But, I did find God in Grade 8. Lucky for me, He's been there ever since.

I really love Harry Potter, The Twilight Saga, The Carrie Diaries, reading, writing, gorgeous quotes (the words and fancy making), MLIA, Witty ( obviously), Stardoll, Blogging, reading good Blogs, texting, JUSTIN BIEBER, Westlife, Nickelback, water, speckled chocolate eggs with jelly in them, FaceBook, love, friends, God, family, Booksie, InkPop; and more!

I hate veggies, rudeness, people who ask me to unfave a jocked quote which I liked, when a quote doesn't come out right, her (whoever she is), stupid quotes, bad grammar and spelling when English is the first language and loads more!

I am looking for a friend, so talk to me a few times at crazytombraider@yahoo.com. We'll see how it goes, right?

All my Love you Witty-ers!


above "i am Illona and i am only sixteen" credit for fade to MaddyMofo

Quotes by ScarlettBonJovi


30 Days, 30 Letters.


Day 1 - Your BestFriend.

Day 2 - Your Crush.

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)

Day 5 - Your Dreams.

Day 6 - A Stranger.

Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush

Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.

Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.

Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too.

Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.

Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.

Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.

Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.

Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.

Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.

Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)

Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.

Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.

Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.

Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.

Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.

Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.

Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.

Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.

Day 29 - The Peson That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.

Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror

Okay when you read this; really think about it and what it means.
Why do we sleep in church,
but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God,
but so easy to gossip?
Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine,
but find it easy to read Playboy?
Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message,
Yet we repost the nasty ones?
Why are churches getting smaller,
but bars and clubs are growing?
Why is it so hard to fight for what you believe in,
when its so easy to get in a fist fight?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Just remember God is always watching you.

The Lord said: "If you deny me in front of your friends, I will deny you in front of my father."



I just double-checked my Birth Certificate,
and I was definitely not born yesterday. Wanna try lying to me again?

 

You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
Cause everyone has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again...

As I sat there, trying to gather up courage to talk to you, you glimpsed at me over your shoulder. You beautiful, amazing idiot. I lost my train of thought then!
There's a guy
He's sweet, funny, cute
Makes me feel good inside
Has the most beautiful hair
I just want to run my fingers through it

We've never
talked
We've looked
Bumped into each other
I got lost in his eyes a few times
I caught him looking, maybe staring

At me

Why I wonder
Am I
too scared to fall
To break
To trust

All of the above
I don't know

All I know
Is that I want him
His name is
Shane
He's sweet, funny, cute, adorable
I like him to bits
I'm too scared to say love
I'll just get hurt, the marks on my heart?
They don't fade anymore

I don't think there is someone else in his life
I am
convinced
Then I see him and her laughing
And I know it means nothing
But I can't help noticing
When he does that
He sorta looks at me out of the corner of his eye
Confusion is an understatement

I told my friend after the bell rang
Who it was, that I liked

Shane was looking at me out of the corner of his eye
My friend pointed at him and said

"That guy?"
I said yes
Shane H. I hope you saw my friend pointing at you
And me
blushing

I think,
I know
You did

But I can't be sure
You did, however, look at me a few times
And you told a friend what was wrong
When he asked you
"What's the matter"
I regret not listening to that conversation
But I couldn't be sure
That you might have been talking about
l'il old me

Shane, this is for you
If we ever get together

Don't break my heart please
Shane...

Thank you! I honestly appreciate this. 

Credit to  aphrodite814r



Dearest Donovan

Maybe you will never read this. Maybe you don't even know me. Maybe you don't care. Maybe you never will. I am writing everything here that I would like to tell you in person but am too scared to.
I am in love with you. I have been ever since I saw you that first time in front of class. I know how you can be. My friend loves/loved you too. I know everything there is to know so far. The good, the bad and the beautiful. But you know what? I don't care. I don't care that you might be the worst thing that ever happened to me. Look at how easily I fell for you. All it took was one look. One look for me to start believing, loving, falling for you, to start being me. Despite what everyone else thinks, this is me. I try not to start fights, because I don't want you to know the bad before the good about me. I try not to cuss, because I know you believe girls shouldn't. I try.
I saw you today in the mall with your mom and dad, I think it was. You looked good. I know you saw me. We have 2 classes together. And we talk, sometimes. Not enough. If I could be even just your friend, I'd be happy. Because that would mean that you trust me, and know me. I could tell you a lot. Maybe you can be the person who will restore my faith and trust, maybe. I'd like that, I would.
But, I am scared. I'm scared that I will let you into my life, knowing what I do. Knowing that you can break me, hurt me. It's true. The only thing I am scared of is you hurting me beyond repair. I am scared of losing you, of hurting myself, day after day. I know how easily you fall for girls and how easily you get over them. I don't want to be like them, because I may act like I am good at bouncing back, but I'm not. I may never recover. I am also scared, that should anything happen, like the optimist in me hopes, that I will lose a friend. Will you be able to fill that hole? Will you be able to deal with the drama?
I thought I was over you. I fell in love one or two times. I tried to convince myself that I am over you. I'm not. Like I mentioned earlier, I saw you in the mall today. That is what did it. You actually seeing me, me seeing you. You know, I love a guy who walks with his mom, it gives me hope for how he might treat a potential girlfriend, how he might treat me.
I'd also like you to know that I will stick with you, always. Because that is what love is. Sticking together no matter what. They can call you names, start and spread rumors. "I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour." I'll be there for you.
Lastly, I'd like you to know that I am in way too deep. I think that I will probably never forget you. Never. My head is under the water, and you are helping me breath calmly. I fell in love with you, a few months ago. I believe that one day, I'll be able to give this letter to you. I hope you'll understand. I love you.




Love Always, I.