"are you happy? is such a difficult
question
I always say yes, because I have friends
I laugh at jokes, I go out a lot and have fun
my life isn't as bad as it could be, and I don't
have terrible problems. it could be worse.
but them, one night at 3AM when I'm alone
still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life
I find myself crying my heart out
suddenly convinced that nobody likes me, or
nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible
and I question everything I had
and I don't know if I was ever happy at
all.
(SF.)