Cazima*

The story of us.


We were best friends since 7th grade. But we were internet friends. Him and I lived in the same state and he only lived 20 minutes away from me but we were too busy to meet up and hang out. His mom would live in a different town with him and his younger brother, but his older brother and father lived in the same town as me. Anyways, 8th grade came and I have to admit, I fell for him. He was my first love. Sure, I'd like and date other guys but he'd always have that one special spot in my heart. I would always ignore my feelings and push them away. 9th grade came and he liked most of my friends and tried going out with them, but I always thought to myself, you belong with me. We've both hit 10th grade, and he moved to a completely different state and thats when it happened. I broke up with my boyfriend and a week later, he confessed that he's in love with me. The butterflies ran throughout my body. The problem was, he lived in a completely different state. He didn't want a long distance relationsip, especially because we've never met in person. So let me share how my sophomore year went with him.

September- He told me he was in love with me and that he wanted to be with me because i knew how to make him happy and i was always there. We started talking like a couple and we even had our own song. Two weeks passed and he takes a girl to homecoming. I thought to myself, "That's fine, its just as friends" He gets back and tells me he kissed her but he apologized and obviously I forgave him. A week passed and he has a girl over his house. He told me he liked he. I fell to my feet and cried. He apologized and I forgave him yet again.

October went fine, we were talking like a couple yet again

November- He tells me that hes coming to my town to visit his dad for Thanksgiving so we made plans at the mall to meet up. I was at the mall for 3 hours and he didnt come. He stood me up. I had enough with him. He told me he'd come to my school with his brother but I never believed him because its been 3 months.

December- Ive moved on. There was this new guy. Me and him started talking but me and the other guy stopped talking for an entire month.

January- Its the end of January and he tells me he's going to come to my school but i didn't believe him. I didnt care, I had another guy that I really like.

Feburary- He did come and want to know how the first day went? It was 4 days before Feburary break. It was a tuesday and I dressed casual. My friend and I carpooled to school. I got out of my car and I saw his brother and HIM next to his brother. My heart stopped. He really was beautiful. He was flawless. I remember his outfit. Plaid blue and red shirt with khaki pants and red shoes. My heart stopped and I got so many butterflies. He walked in front of me and his brother turned around and said hi to me. But he didnt say a single word. I went to my locker and then went with my friend to her class. On my way there i saw his brother introducing him to his friends. He glances at me but doesn't say anything and I obviously got really upset. First few periods passed and I was in art, getting ready for English. My heart was racing as I walked up the stairs to get to my class because he was in my class. I walk in and I see him talking to the teacher, we look at each other and we give each other the head nod and said nothing. The entire period he'd just stare at me but he wouldn't say anything. Class was over and that was my last chance of talking to him. "Great" I thought to myself. It was lunch time and I went to my locker and the halls were cleared. I make my way down the stairs and I see him walking up, he sees me and gives me a high five. Really? I grab his hand and i turn him around. "What?" He finally speaks to me. I open my arms and i give him a big hug. Everything felt so right and I felt like that was my place. We pulled away and went our seperate ways. At the end of the day, he asked me who that girl was in our English class. I told him and he told me that he thought she was cute. Jealousy spread throughout me but them I remembered that I liked someone else. Then he told me the highlight of his day was hugging me.

Middle of Feburary I got a boyfriend.

March- I confessed to him about everything. I told him how our song would always make me upset so I always skipped it. A week after that he confessed everything too. He told me how he came here hoping he'd get a chance with me but it was taken and so was i. He also told me how he never dated anyone because he was in love with me. I couldn't take it anymore, 3 days later i decided that i wanna be with him. That day, I told him i broke up with my boyfriend for him. The next day, he was extremely happy. He was smiling the whole day and it made me happy.

April- It was April 2nd and it was his birthday. Me and him walked home almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. That day I tried to kiss him but I guess he didnt get the hint. 3 days later, me and him met up in the hallway during classes and we were just talking. I looked at him and I noticed a piece of hair was sticking out to the side. I placed my hands on each side of his face and carressed the side of his face and thats when it happened. We both leaned in and kissed. Not once, but 3 times. It made my day.

May- Worst month ever. We couldn't be together. We weren't even a couple. We couldn't be together because his therapist wouldn't let us. He tells me its too complicated to explain so it was the end of it. I cried for days but eventually i sucked it up.

June- I have a boyfriend now. We've been dating for two weeks. Today, 6/10/13, I found out he was still in love with me. But this time, I'm not breaking up with my boyfriend for him.


Yeah no one's really going to read this but I thought I should share how much love hurts and sucks. Especially when it's with your best friend. Well, thank you for anyone who's read it.
That's our story.
 

So I make my sister mad at me and this is what happens (keep in mind we share a room)
Sister:  *Jumps on the bed and groan* 
Sister:  *rolls on the bed and falls on the wood part of the floor*
Sister:  I hope you're happy I'm on the ground now!
Me:  *Looks over at her and laughs so loud*
Mom:  *comes in the room* What happened
Me:  *points to my sister and continues laughing*
Mom: Oh! That reminds me, while you're down there, clean the floor 
Mom: *gets her a wet towel and tells her where to clean*

I was basically watching my mom yell at my sister for missing certain spots on the floor, while laughing uncontrollably.

"There was an error adding your comment. Whoa! Hold your horses there partner!"
Steve, don't tell me to hold my horses. What I do with my horses is none of your concern!

So! 
Who wants to help me out on a situation? 

Guys, I got my first kiss.

Mom: "Stop arguing"
Me: "Okay"
Mom: "I said stop arguing"
Me: "I said okay"
Mom: "One more time!"
.______.
 

So today, I saw a pile of my sister's clothes in the middle of our room. So I decided to let her clean it.
*She came home from school*
Her: Have you seen the iPad?
Me: Yeah, fold your clothes and put them away first.
Her: No. I'll do it later.
Me: Whatever. You won't get the iPad till you do that.
Her: Fine, I'll just look for it myself
What she doesnt know, I hid it under her clothes pile.
*Half an hour later*
Her: Fine I'll do what you said.
*10 minutes later*
Her: Ohhhh!

Im so smart.

When your knee gets red after uncrossing your legs.

Anyone else?

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Don't tell me the sky's the limit
 

When there's footprints on the moon.