& I just realized that he could never like me :( Im never gonna
be Beautiful like her or a size zero like her , he's not gonna
wanna be with me , and i've liked him since 4th grade. I HATE
MYSELF </3 How could I fall for someone soooo like him ??????
UGH FML ! I just want this to be over and I can't wait till I
move out of here and go move to freakinnn RUSSIA or some shizzillle
because honelstly I don't wanna see his face unless his telling
me he loves me and like thats ever gonna happen . </3 Now im
going to go to school tomorow and see him , & fall all over and
then Im gonna come home and sit and vent and cry ;/ because thats
all I have to do </3 and FYI HE SHOULD GO DOWN THERE FOR ALL I
CARE !!!