it just hurts.
it hurts knowing he was mine, or, rather it hurts knowing I
believed he was mine like he led me on to believe and he turns
around and finds someone else. it hurts knowing that this new
girl probably doesn't know about me. it hurts knowing that he
doesn't know I'm aware of this new girl. he still believes I
don't know about her. that's what hurts the most: he's okay with
hiding something like this from me. the worst part is, I can't
hate him for it. if he asked for my forgiveness, I'd give it to
him before he even finished the question. it hurts because I've
fallen for him so quickly and so hard, and he doesn't even care
about me enough to tell me I'm not worth
it.