"Depression comes in when God goes out."
Emma told me this, and it struck home.
I believe it, but don't seem to be able to start my faith back
up. I don't seem the point in worshipping someone who knows all
your plans, but won't save you or give you stuff you pray for. I
get the point in believing someone is there for you at all times,
but he seems to vanish when I need him the most. Argue with me
all you want, I won't start up my faith until I hear some plain
fact about God that is all good.
Don't get me wrong. I believe there is a God. I just don't
worship one or have a relationship with one.
Take care :)
I believe that God isn't a person. I believe that God is love, and truth, and peace, and forgiveness. Whenever I see any of these in my life, I start believing in him again ... purely because of the fact that whilst their is so much vile sh*t happening in the world to tons of innocent people, there are also still people who are willing to give their enemies a hand up when their down, and laws being made to be more people friendly and fight for human rights. Sure, its a helluva long way to go ... but its a start.
Love xxx