So me and this guy were dating for
exactly 4 months. It was the best time of my life... we hung
out almost everyday, i always went to his house and just
watched movies with him, he was the first guy i made out with,
and he was just perfect.
Then on october 5th, he broke up with me. At school. During
lunch. Infront of alot of people. I never cried so much in my
life. It took me a while to get over it but i did. Well, i
thought i did. I made everyone believe i did. But the truth is,
im not. at all. I miss him sooooo much. I see him in the
halls and i just want to break down and cry. But i havent
talked to him since the day we broke up. He doesnt want to
talk.
But last night, i had a weird dream. Me and him were at some
kind of gas station or something, and he went and sat down on
the floor, so i sat a few yards away. We noticed eachother and
i went over to him. Then we just started talking and randomly
got back together. He told me he didnt like camaros anymore
because everytime he saw one he thought of me and he missed me
even more. And he said he thought about me alot. And then we
just started kissing. Then i told him i missed doing that and
we just laughed. then just layed there and i woke up.
I dont know if this means anything, or if im just being stupid
and over reacting. But i just want this dream to come true more
than anything. But i know it wont. I just want to know if it
even means anything...
If you read all of this than thank you soooo much. It means
ALOT.<3
You'll get Over him. Just try and find another guy