Part three
Start of 8th grade he was erased
from my memory . But one day I walked by him and I had to look
another two times to fathom even seeing him again . My heart sank
. My eyes lit up . Butterflies flew in my stomach . I had a big
smile on my face. I found him on face book and tried to start
over with a new year a new friendship and maybe I would tell him
but I said something to somebody who knew him so they told him I
liked him . I was devastated I wanted to know this boy as a
person before anything else . But we started talking again but
middle school drama started to get into this . We fought . I was
scared of him . My friends tell me I am the strongest person they
have ever met, nobody scared me . But I was terrified of him . He
gave me this feeling that was so hard to explain it was amazing
the best feeling around . But he scared me and I wanted him so
bad. I saw him after 3 different classes and those 3 seconds I
got to see his face was the most amazing thing ever , but I never
got the guts to talk to him when others were around. More and
more I would talk about him . I couldn’t help but think .
Is it possible to love somebody I barely know ? I always thought
about him . He was always on my mind, every second of the day was
about him . I couldn’t help it . He was so perfect for me
and everyone says we would be cute., I wanted it to turn into
something but people told me it wouldn’t . that
didn’t make me stop believing I learned more about him .
Like he never had a girlfriend before. I couldn’t believe
it . He was just this guy that I adored ,
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