Quotes added on Sunday, October 1 2023

it's like i'm underwater and everything is at a stand still.
i want to change everything about me but can't rip the band aid still.
relationships dying with time passing but i'm stalling still.
these crumbs of passion leave me starving still.
a pleasant future clouded by anxiety still.
confessions brewing but i'm choking still.
my black dog wants the reigns still.

It's scary to see how much has changed and also nothing has changed. 
if you told me this year I'd lose my comfort job 
if you told me this year I'd lose my best friend  
if you told me this year I'd lose myself 
I wouldn't believe you. 
I don't know where to go from here.