Quotes added on Wednesday, March 15 2023
i remember when you wanted me to praise
you.
cup your face, tell you how much i owed you.
long adorned sentences, i polished them over and over in my mind.
those compliments i kept at the ready, rain or shine.
i'll admit, i blushed more times than necessary.
i'll admit, you had a strong hold over me.
you wanted me right where i was,
in the palm of your brass knuckled hands.
my heart must have bloomed a few thousand times.
by day two, you knew i'd be there and yours anytime.
remember when you wanted me to praise you,
pat your head, tell you how much i adored you.
honey seeped right out of my eyes.
the clouds above me, mirrored your touch that night.
you wanted me right where i was.
at your beck and call even when i'd ignited your temper.
any wrong step could become your trigger.
i'll admit, i held your hand for longer than i could muster.
how was it that your tender voice could say such words with vigour?
words that made butterflies become a knot in my stomach,
that only your soft words could untangle.
did you know? sometimes i held my breath when you got close.
you wanted me to praise you.
if i could have timed my heart rhythm with yours, i would have done that too.
cup your face, tell you how much i owed you.
long adorned sentences, i polished them over and over in my mind.
those compliments i kept at the ready, rain or shine.
i'll admit, i blushed more times than necessary.
i'll admit, you had a strong hold over me.
you wanted me right where i was,
in the palm of your brass knuckled hands.
my heart must have bloomed a few thousand times.
by day two, you knew i'd be there and yours anytime.
remember when you wanted me to praise you,
pat your head, tell you how much i adored you.
honey seeped right out of my eyes.
the clouds above me, mirrored your touch that night.
you wanted me right where i was.
at your beck and call even when i'd ignited your temper.
any wrong step could become your trigger.
i'll admit, i held your hand for longer than i could muster.
how was it that your tender voice could say such words with vigour?
words that made butterflies become a knot in my stomach,
that only your soft words could untangle.
did you know? sometimes i held my breath when you got close.
you wanted me to praise you.
if i could have timed my heart rhythm with yours, i would have done that too.
must have been the contrast between
smitten eyes and words that kept me up at night.
the contrast between things you would whisper in my ear and things you would shout for others to hear.
the stark contrast between your good and bad days.
like a proverbial rollercoaster of emotions,
you made me high at times and devastatingly low at other times.
it must have been how you made it all seem so real.
like the most delicate parts of you were true.
made me want to overlook your harsh disparities.
the angel of remorse with eyes brimming with apology,
he was just as real as the devil who seemed to beam at the idea of hurting me.
the contrast between things you would whisper in my ear and things you would shout for others to hear.
the stark contrast between your good and bad days.
like a proverbial rollercoaster of emotions,
you made me high at times and devastatingly low at other times.
it must have been how you made it all seem so real.
like the most delicate parts of you were true.
made me want to overlook your harsh disparities.
the angel of remorse with eyes brimming with apology,
he was just as real as the devil who seemed to beam at the idea of hurting me.
why don't
you hold me
underwater, so
my lungs can burn more.
then raise me back up, so i can breathe that fragrance i yearn for.
see, everytime you try to spite me,
i can get more clingy and you'd hate that.
want me to be more cynical?
i can get real critical, yeah, you'd hate that.
i can make crass remarks sometimes too.
pick apart insecurities and make you feel misunderstood.
like was your tight embrace ever really good enough?
did you think the rose petals scattered across our front yard
we're blown away by some wind?
everytime you want to touch me,
i can make excuses and shut you down.
and everytime you get me flustered,
i can turn these tables, make you do what i want.
see, i can get just as twisted too.
fake an image, just like you.
be sickly sweet, have you on your kness,
then be cold as ice thereafter.
then raise me back up, so i can breathe that fragrance i yearn for.
see, everytime you try to spite me,
i can get more clingy and you'd hate that.
want me to be more cynical?
i can get real critical, yeah, you'd hate that.
i can make crass remarks sometimes too.
pick apart insecurities and make you feel misunderstood.
like was your tight embrace ever really good enough?
did you think the rose petals scattered across our front yard
we're blown away by some wind?
everytime you want to touch me,
i can make excuses and shut you down.
and everytime you get me flustered,
i can turn these tables, make you do what i want.
see, i can get just as twisted too.
fake an image, just like you.
be sickly sweet, have you on your kness,
then be cold as ice thereafter.
