Quotes added on Sunday, September 30 2018
“
As a small
child, I felt in my heart two contradictory feelings, the horror
of life and the ecstasy of life.
”
“
Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in
the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or
memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and
alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it
meant.—Hunter S. Thompson
”
I am the seasons, I think sometimes, January, May, November; the mud, the mist, the dawn. I cannot be tossed about, or float gently, or mix with other people.
You mean a lot to
me and I wanted to be a small part of the universe that was
good to you. I am sorry you did not feel this was worth as much
as I felt it was. I am sad because it would have been such fun
to do more things together.
I regret none of the words and the things I have given and done for you, they are yours. I will think of you constantly, frequently, then intermittently, occasionally, but it will never be not at all.
I can never hate you, but I have been hurting so much, and I can’t keep getting built up over you and falling apart, so I have to take care of myself now, okay? You take care of yourself too, please.
I will miss you most when I am high.
I regret none of the words and the things I have given and done for you, they are yours. I will think of you constantly, frequently, then intermittently, occasionally, but it will never be not at all.
I can never hate you, but I have been hurting so much, and I can’t keep getting built up over you and falling apart, so I have to take care of myself now, okay? You take care of yourself too, please.
I will miss you most when I am high.
