i used to
think;
that nothing could
ever get better.
that he was the only one for me.
that i'd die with out him.
that my life was miserable.
that i didnt want or need my friends anymore.
that he was the only person that ever made me happy.
but now i
see;
it does get better.
there are other guys, better guys.
im not dead, infact im fine.
im not miserable, im really happy.
i do need my friends, everyone does.
other people make me happy, happier than he ever could.
and i spose now, i
realise;
im better off with out him.
it wasn't him that made me happy,
sure he helped, but it was me all along.
he didn't deserve me, he didnt treat me right.
i can, and i am, doing so much better, without him.
i DONT need him at
all.
all mine, pleease dont jock.
venting :)